Andrew

There are some things in life that seem...unimaginable...too difficult to reach...or sometimes completely OUT of our reach...Love seems to be one of those things at times. But I've realized something over the past, 6 months or so, that it isn't. He came into my life during one of the worst times I have ever been through...I was depressed and struggling to breathe everyday. I was going places with tear filled eyes, just waiting for when they would over flow yet again. My life was falling apart at the seams, I felt like I couldn't hold myself together,I was falling apart at the seams. Then, I laid eyes on a boy who wanted to catch my attention. There's this saying "I found him." or the such...no...this time HE found ME. He got curious, this is all HIS fault...but you know what, I'm so incredibly grateful for THIS fall. I started to like a boy, named Andrew, several months ago. I started loving the same guy a few months later. I fell inlove with the same MAN a few months after that. We've made our mistakes, we've gone through rough patches and struggles, we've fought and argued, we've laughed and had fun, we've been kids, we've grown up, we've learned about each other, and we fell inlove. Every little thing about him, I love. His faults and flaws, his smile, his eyes, his laugh, his voice, his thoughts, his mind, his touch, his smell, his taste...Not a second is EVER a waste with him. He's taught me how to live life NOW and not later...he's taught me to take chances and breathe in the air...He's taught me to not care what others think...To always laugh it off and to not blink. To savor the moments and days... Do you see what I'm saying?
I know for a fact that my heart is on my sleeve...for so long I was worried that he could kill me...Now I see that...He loves me as I love him. He means so incredibly much to me. I try to find the words to express how I feel...I try SO hard, I do...but none can even TOUCH or graze the surface of it all. He's the one I see in my dreams, the one I want laying next to me, He's the one I love so much, he's the one to make me melt with a single touch. He knows me like none other before him. I just hope and pray that he stays with me. Forever and Always. <3