Who Is She?
Who is she?
They whisper,
Behind me,
My baby in my arms,
My heart breaking,
She’s crying,
Hush sweetie pie,
It’ll be alright,
I pray that wasn’t,
A lie,
I close my eyes,
They hate me,
For reasons I can’t,
Explain,
Understand,
They want to maim,
Me,
My heart,
My baby,
The bastard child,
I gave,
Now I’ve run a mile,
Looking for you,
You hate me too,
The evil looks,
Casting their line and hooks,
Fishing for truth,
It won’t be found here,
For Satan whispers,
In our ears,
I’m beyond my years,
In ways,
You won’t say,
Yet,
I’m running,
Searching for my safety,
Net,
For the day,
We’re safe,
From the yells,
She belongs in hell,
Insane little brat,
Let’s take that bat,
Bash in her head,
We’ll make her pay,
For her act,
We’ll leave her for dead,
Number ten dad,
Last on a list,
Of those who deserve,
The kiss,
Of death,
On their lips,
You perverted,
Little ticks,
Drink a few sips,
Of this,
Rum,
Brandy,
Wine house candy,
Beer,
Liquor,
Does it matter,
What you drink,
As long as you,
Taste,
The alcohol,
On your face,
Let them crawl,
Inside you,
As you stumble down,
Beaten to the ground,
The hoe,
Left to die alone,
They tell her to go,
To hell,
I’m already there,
She whispers,
To the empty air,
She’s back,
To brushing her baby’s hair,
In that chair,
Wishing he’d protect,
Her there,
As they whisper,
Who is she?
Behind me…
No Cannibals, Looking For A Handle
I don’t know much,
I’m human,
I make a mess,
I fuss,
Sometimes,
I might cuss,
I don’t know,
How to talk,
To those,
Who won’t walk,
The walk,
I’ll put up a fight,
Take a bite,
Of your flesh,
I’m not cannibal,
Just looking for,
A handle,
On life,
On everything you lie,
About,
Face to face,
You cry about,
The mace,
In your eyes,
I have no sympathy,
You brought it,
Upon me,
Karma in a dream,
You’re yin,
I’m yang,
Peace out of reach,
Does anyone hear me?
I scream,
To block out the words,
I sing,
To black out my fears,
I wish I could,
Understand,
What runs through,
That man’s,
Mind,
He takes too much,
Time,
On a thought,
A comment,
It’s sad,
He lost it,
He gets mad,
Bangs his fist,
Cursing every day,
He missed,
With his kids,
Now they hate,
Who he is,
While his wife,
Screws some poor,
Lowlife,
Trying to escape,
Her strife,
At home,
Her kids are all grown,
Left her alone,
With a wreck,
Of a husband,
Suck it up,
You’re stronger,
Get tough,
This wasn’t a crime,
It’s a line,
From a song,
Stuck in your head,
On a loop,
You’ll hang yourself,
With its hook,
Maybe throw,
The Holy Book,
At someone’s head,
Just go back,
To bed,
Forget your life,
Ever happened,
Maybe then,
You will realize,
We’re all human…
You’ll Find Out Why
Not in control,
Of this world,
Our lives,
Are floating,
On their own,
God speaks,
Everyone can’t see,
What He says goes,
Doesn’t it though?
Free will,
Made evil,
In the ways,
Of our pills,
Bills,
Strange looking gills,
Swimming in a sea,
Of utter misery,
Stress,
Worry,
We become sick,
Obsessing,
It’s sad,
How we get angry,
Mad,
At each other,
For our own,
Mistakes,
Let’s just do another,
Take,
Oops,
It’s life,
Not a movie,
We have no re dos,
No deleted scenes,
So we cry,
How did I do that,
And why?
What’s the point,
Of this act,
We show,
To everyone of those,
Who love us so,
We are judged,
On what we do,
Not who we are,
It’s upsetting,
It’s true,
It depends all on you,
Look,
You sinned,
Again,
You’re not human,
You’re alien,
To us,
Perfect gods,
On high,
In front of,
You all,
Living life,
In our blue skies,
Get your head,
Out of the clouds,
Your body is,
Stuck in a crowd,
Of stares,
Wow,
How can you,
Compare,
Me to yourselves,
I admit,
To my wrong,
You believe you’re,
Better than that dog,
Ha!
You’re done,
If you think that,
I’ll take my bat,
My Truth,
The Holy Book,
I’ll bash in your brains,
With something,
You can maintain,
Don’t complain,
It’s something to sustain,
Your lies,
Deceit,
It’s in your eyes,
I can see it,
Feel it,
It hurts,
It burns,
Everything I am,
Everything you were,
I feel in a blur,
Am I really,
Even here?
I bleed,
To feel real,
I need,
To deal,
With this,
I don’t know how,
I’m lost,
In this crowd,
Of liars,
Of fakers,
Of everything I try,
To hide,
From,
Takers,
Makers,
Of pain,
In this train,
Of thought,
I’m running off track,
I’m about to crash,
BAM,
I’m dead,
Right?
No,
I’m alive,
There’s a reason,
I haven’t died,
Tell me,
Why,
Was it to live,
To see your smile,
Maybe just to feel,
This love a while,
Who knows,
I sure don’t,
So let’s make this,
Come to a close,
Hush now,
You mean most,
Comfort yourself,
With lies,
Of an adoring life,
It’ll be alright,
God’s kept you alive,
You’ll find out,
Why…
Painted Face
Have you ever,
Woken up,
In a world,
You hardly know,
Put a face on,
For everyone around,
Smiled,
As tears drown,
Your soul?
Laughed,
When you wanted to fall,
Down?
Have you cried,
From joy found,
Felt like you’re,
On the losing team,
Waiting to win once,
It’s mean,
You scream,
At your reflection,
Who are you,
Why are you a stranger,
To me,
When you’re myself,
It terrifies some,
And excites others,
To them,
It’s a fresh start,
Free of sin,
A different,
Better person,
Maybe,
It depends,
So they dig a hole,
In the sand,
Hide their head,
Wanting to crawl,
In bed,
Give in,
Instead of strengthen,
It’s a choice,
For the boys,
The girls,
To make men,
Women,
To make our future,
Free of dim,
Minds,
For those who,
Keep time,
Stepping outside,
The lines,
Creative,
In a dull place,
Coloring a picture,
To see a smile,
On someone’s face,
I want to be,
The smile,
In your eyes,
The laugh,
In your voice,
The child’s joy,
As he plays with his toys,
I want to make you,
Happy,
No pain,
Without any strain,
I want to be,
Everything you need,
So I paint a face,
Sometimes,
To show,
I’ll be alright,
I’m always fine,
Remember?
I’m “strong”,
They seem to think,
Yet I continue,
To shrink,
With each dream,
I wake,
In a world,
You all create,
For me,
I suppose,
I’m to blame,
For my losses,
My gains,
The stains,
I leave,
On those,
I care for most,
I’m to blame,
For a lot,
In my life,
In your eyes,
I wish I was perfect,
Than you’d have,
No pain,
Free of stains,
But I’m human,
Even though,
You aren’t humane,
To those,
Who cry,
For every time,
They feel a prick,
In their heart,
A tick,
Tock,
Time’s wasting,
In a world,
We all can taste,
Watch,
You’ll paint your face,
We all do,
Sometimes,
Just to prove,
We’ll be fine,
We’re always alright,
Biggest lie,
We say,
One day,
Our face will melt,
Off,
Then we’ll pay,
That’ll be the day…
Forgive Me Please
I’ve sinned,
I admit it,
I’m dumb,
I’ve been stupid,
I’m learning,
So please,
Forgive me,
Give me a chance,
Before I’m,
Damned to dance,
The dance of death,
Giving you,
My last breath,
Wrap a noose,
Around my neck,
While I throw deuces,
To their beck,
And call,
Hush now,
Kiss my head,
Please don’t,
Wish me dead,
I’m young,
Coming around,
Yet you drown,
The words,
Coming out my mouth,
Wanting to pound,
Me into the ground,
Show me,
I’m good for nothing,
Right?
We rebel,
Just to spite,
You all,
To fight,
We put up walls,
It’s sad,
But it makes you mad,
I laugh,
As I watch,
You spit,
On yourselves,
Disgusting habit,
Putting tobacco,
In your lip,
Maybe you’ll get sick,
Yell,
“Oh forget it!”,
You’re falling apart,
You seem not to,
Care,
Making me pull,
Out my hair,
Why can’t you,
Just get better?!
I’m furious,
Maybe,
I’m mad at God,
I’m serious,
It’s making me,
Too delirious,
So I feel like a dog,
Snarling at y’all,
I’m sorry,
Forgive me,
Just help us,
Out of this mess,
Everybody’s changing,
So I look at the paths,
In front of me,
I’m lost,
I get dizzy,
I need a break,
From this reality,
So I ask,
You,
To,
Forgive me…
Inside These Walls
“Everyone thinks,
I have it all,
Livin’ inside these,
Castle Walls,”
Shut up!
This isn’t show and tell,
This is talk,
Take a bow,
Maybe they’ll laugh,
When you take a fall,
Humans are sick,
We do that to y’all,
Funny how we cry,
As we die,
A little inside,
While others stand tall,
Not letting a tear drop,
As you flop,
I’m ready to crop,
Off your balls,
Ha!
That’s sick y’all,
Man,
I’m strange,
With a pen in my hand,
Like a dog with mange,
Walks the streets,
Day by day,
Hey smart one,
Your life only just begun!
You’re all,
Morons,
Cut that light back on!
Maybe then you’ll see the dawn,
Of dead,
Rising to rip off your head,
Twisted maniacs,
You’re all smart as tacks,
Hard like bricks,
I like to say,
Blood sucking ticks,
See the irony?
Cause you suck the life from me,
Babe,
You don’t know me,
From Eve,
But you scream,
We know you,
As the chick who peaked,
In high school,
Shh,
Your secrets blown,
Innocent little hoe,
So take your bow,
As we see,
How much we really don’t know,
Livin’ inside,
These castle walls…
Three Words
Three words,
I’ll whisper to you,
Three words,
Meant in all truth,
Three words,
One meaning,
Three words,
From you,
Is it possibly true?
My heart is,
Barely beating,
I’m hypnotized,
I can’t look away,
From your eyes,
That make me feel,
So great,
So real,
Heals my wounds,
It peels,
Apart,
My aching heart,
You give me,
A fresh start,
Every day I wake,
Every breath I take,
I wish you knew,
I do it for you,
I smile,
To see you grin,
Every time you laugh,
I instantly win,
A new fear,
Uncovered by a smear,
Black lines,
Under my eyes,
Made from tears,
So I trip,
I fall,
I bust my hip,
I’m not old,
I’m just fragile,
So baby,
I want to feel,
Your lips,
On mine,
Our arms intertwined,
Hearts beating as one,
I don’t even know,
How this all begun,
It’s strange,
To think,
I felt like,
I had mange,
A year ago,
I didn’t know,
Those eyes,
Or the tang,
Of your taste,
On my tongue,
It seems,
So long,
Ago,
My life was almost over,
A smile away,
From death,
Yet to this day,
I take another breath,
I always followed,
Others’ tread,
Now I make,
My own path,
I’ll stand by,
Your side,
Through thick and thin,
Whether I say,
Or wear what isn’t “in”,
You’ll love me,
Till I die,
I hope you’re right,
I’m coming,
To a sudden incline,
In life,
My paths are changing,
I’m rearranging,
I’m growing,
You can get over yourself,
If you didn’t know it,
Didn’t know I would,
Sweetie,
I’m the little engine,
That could,
I am,
I will,
I’ll climb over this hill,
Life is a road,
On which I walk,
Your life is a toad,
On which we talk,
About its warts,
Its faults,
Yeah,
I’m not perfect,
You’re not?
I want to draw,
With chalk,
Show you that,
Life is a clock,
We all tick,
Sometimes we tock,
We’re hens,
In someone’s cock,
House,
My elbow throbs,
I slipped and fell,
Now I’m scratched,
I’m damaged,
Goods,
Uh-Oh,
Am I worthless now?
I’ve been damaged,
Since I began,
When I turned nine,
Oh wait,
Maybe ten,
When I saw them crash,
I felt them burn,
We all took a turn,
For the worse,
Now we sit here,
Spitting about the sperm,
Of evil,
Raw and real,
That sounds,
Disgusting now,
Oops,
Didn’t mean to make,
It nasty for you all,
Point being,
Three words,
With one simple meaning,
You saw damaged goods,
You made me new,
I feel alive again,
A different person,
Holding me,
When I feel like falling,
To my knees,
I have a question,
A small gesture,
Baby,
Can I keep you?
Hold you as ransom?
Shh,
We don’t need to speak,
Kiss my lips,
Your hands sitting,
On my hips,
I’m selfish,
I admit,
Can I keep you as mine?
Can I be,
Your one and only?
Of course,
I only want you to be happy,
Please smile,
One more time,
Oh wow,
I think I’ll die,
You’re beautiful,
Yes,
It’s a man beauty,
Sweetheart,
You’re everything to me,
The only face,
I ache to see,
Constantly,
It’s true,
So I have,
Three little words,
I love you…
A Dream Found In A Twisted Reality
He is sweet, gentle, soft with his words, when he knows I hurt.
He is my guardian angel when I need him most.
His eyes are beautiful and stunning, shine like emeralds in the sun and when he’s happy. When in thought or serious, they turn to a musty hazel, very curious.
His laughter is contagious, and his smile is the very meaning of happiness.
He isn’t afraid to be himself, showing his true colors to everyone. His hugs remind me of a little girl hugging her best friend, her teddy bear, the only one to know her every prayer.
His kisses are like a teenage girl’s dream come true, soft, passionate, real and never few.
He’s like a security blanket when I’m scared, lonely, or even insecure. He always knows when to open his ears, listening to me rant, holding me as I cry, I wish he could stay by my side.
He‘s never too harsh, always speaks his mind, he‘s never perfect, but he‘s perfectly mine.
He believes that God sent me down to him to keep his head on his shoulders, even when I’m stubborn as rock-hard boulders.
When he leaves me on my door step at night, he kisses me sweetly, hugs me, then whispers “ Goodnight, babe. I love you. I will for life.”
I’m always left wanting him, wishing he never had to leave.
I’m always sidetracked when he’s around, hanging onto his sleeve.
He’s my safety house when I need a place to run, he‘s where my life really begun.
His light, curly hair is easy to run my fingers through as he falls asleep in my lap. Smiling up at me, I whisper I love him. His voice is my medicine.
When I call, I hear a smile in his voice, I close my eyes, wishing I could feel his embrace.
Even though it’s hard to be away, we stay strong, knowing that one day, it’ll be us on our own.
He never stops telling me that he loves me and I’m never left alone.
He is mine, he is a lighthouse when I am lost, searching for my way home.
He is mine…(sigh)…he is mine.
Man In The Moon
Man in the moon,
Staring down at you,
Ready to see,
A smile or two,
Ready to smile back,
He's sick of being sad,
Watching people get mad,
He reflects,
What he sees,
Now he's staring,
At me,
He looks confused,
Worried too,
I'm alright,
I suppose,
This mess will,
Come to a close,
Right?
He shines bright,
Wanting to feel,
Loved,
His beams rain from,
Above,
Taking away pain,
Is God letting me,
Feel Him again?
He is whispering,
In my ear,
To my heart,
I feel guarded,
When did that start?
I wish I could,
Let go,
Feeling Him close,
Yet something's wrong,
It's hanging,
Off the tip of my tongue,
I want to vomit,
Understand,
What I need to get,
But it's not coming,
Nasty dry heaving instead,
I hear humming,
Is that you,
It's me?
No,
It can't be,
I can't sing,
Maybe I've lost,
My sanity,
Six feet,
Seven feet,
I'm sinking,
Fast,
Falling off track,
Maybe I'll crash,
Into you,
The only thing,
True,
Anymore,
In my twisted world,
I'll look up,
To the night sky,
I'll smile,
Maybe,
Wink my eye,
At the friend,
Who never left my side,
The man in the moon,
Who led me,
Straight to you....
The Emotional Musts
Faith,
Love,
Trust,
Emotions we try to host,
In our hearts,
It’s hard,
It hurts,
I’ve been shot,
With a dart,
Many times,
Through my heart,
I’ve died before,
Held the fire,
Of hell,
In my hand,
It burns,
It’s heaven,
Compared to your miss,
Heaven without,
Your kiss,
So I crave,
Your lips,
Do I still mean,
The world,
Or have I become,
A sudden bore?
Ugh,
I love you to my core,
Everything I am,
Anyone before,
Doesn’t matter,
Anymore,
Can’t you hear me?
Please speak,
Before you lose me,
Say what I need to hear,
Sweetheart,
Be a dear,
Why are we stuck here?
Be my escape,
From the places,
I hate,
It’s easy,
Just take me away,
Kidnap me,
You have a head start,
You’ve kidnapped my heart,
I cry,
The things I wish to say,
They’re stuck,
In my head,
So I crawl,
Away,
Back into bed,
While my nightmares,
Tear apart,
Everything I am,
All I had,
I wish I could feel,
Safe again,
Screw this pain,
Let me live,
Maintain,
Happiness,
Without being crass,
Your eyes shine,
Like brass,
When you’re so curious,
Just stay,
For once,
Hold me through,
The night,
I want to feel alright,
Wow,
You’re too bright,
What happened to you?
To them,
Since when,
Did we,
Begin,
To sin,
From day one,
Since this affair begun,
Ha!
Faith is a magic,
Trick,
Abra Cadabra,
Bam!
You're a work of art,
Shining like a star,
You’re famous now,
Don’t forget us,
While the attention,
Oozes like pus,
Not the best,
Analogy,
But you understand me,
I don’t get it either,
I wince,
As they beat her,
My soul,
My words,
My heart,
Hurt beyond repair,
Somehow he hears,
I’m his,
Baby,
I miss your lips,
Your kiss of life,
Taught to revive,
Me,
While we,
Try to host,
Faith,
Love,
Trust,
They’re all musts…
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
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Spitting Sins, To Those Who Commit Them
A new scar,
Of life,
On his arm,
His eyes flashing,
Ready to share,
His words,
With the world,
He picks up,
A mic,
A pen,
Starts writing again,
You'll hear the,
Words come out,
His mouth,
Watch,
As the passion,
Radiates off him,
He spits his,
Sins,
To the people,
Who have commited,
Them,
As well,
They'll rap along,
Not knowing,
That the tap,
Of their foot,
Tell him,
They're guilty too,
Eyes closed,
Body shaking,
Earthquaking,
As we jump,
To his rhymes,
Understanding,
Yet stumped each time,
How can someone,
Do such harm?
Shut up,
You've done wrong,
Before,
No one's perfect,
On this earth,
So we admit,
To nothing,
No harm,
No foul,
While he drums,
To every scowl,
Of the new scar,
Of life,
On his arm....
Happy Today
I'm happy today,
God blessed me,
A peace,
Fulfilled finally,
I felt,
Everything,
I knew,
All about you,
Scared,
Hurt,
Waiting for you,
To come forward,
Show me,
Your soul,
You were restless,
Now you're still,
Promise me,
No more secrets,
It's us,
Against the world,
Together,
Right?
I'm surrounded,
By a light,
Something true,
I'll follow you,
If you want me,
To,
Your eyes,
Are happy again,
No more trouble,
Do you see,
That smile?
Brilliant,
Blinding me,
Your embrace,
It's sweet,
Something safe,
You know my sighs,
You'll look,
You understand my eyes,
It's a sweet poison,
I took with pleasure,
You forgive my sins,
Like a man,
I'll say I'm sorry,
You say you understand,
Tell me,
You'll never let go,
Of my trembling hands,
Held to your heart,
We've had our start,
I'm praying,
It never ends,
Hoping it isn't,
A dream,
If so,
Don't wake me,
Up,
I'll sleep forever,
Here,
In your arms,
I know what,
I have,
Now,
Without losing you,
Before,
If you do,
Too,
We'll be on,
The same page,
Without burning,
The binding,
Without hitting the face,
Of life,
This isn't fake,
It's an ocean,
Let me drown,
In your kiss,
You're eyes,
I never want to miss,
This,
Embrace,
See,
I'm happy today,
God blessed me,
A peace,
Fulfilled finally...
Pierce Me
Pierce me,
My heart,
My soul,
My mind,
Everything that’s mine,
Can’t you give me,
The time,
Of day,
A look,
A smile,
Anything that says,
I’m worth that while,
Yes,
I worry,
I sit and stare,
I compare,
Myself to her,
I don’t know why,
I hide,
So they don’t see,
Me cry,
Blast music,
As I use it,
My blade,
Of truth,
Piercing you,
I’m in pain,
Where is it,
From?
My side,
It’s now numb,
No I don’t want,
Your anesthetic,
I want you,
To use your head,
For once,
Think about it,
Will you leave,
If I talk about it?
Critique me,
Please,
You’ve been,
Begging,
To do so,
Haven’t you,
Though?
See,
I’m human,
Not some random,
Moon man,
So you believe,
I need,
Your opinion,
Wrong again,
I’m just me,
Others can deal with it,
I'm healing,
In ways,
Most don't,
Understand,
I scream,
At empty skies,
Maybe I'm insane,
In my membrane,
Isn't that,
The saying?
Possibly,
Maybe I'm making a mistake,
In living my life,
Do you think so?
You say you know,
But you don't,
You whisper lies,
To those with,
Blackened eyes,
Ready,
To eat,
Us whole,
Swallow our souls,
Do I make sense at all?
Shake,
My hand,
Take,
Hold and don't let go,
Walking side,
By side,
Till we die,
What happened,
To your life?
It's tied,
In a knot,
Wish I could blot,
Your words,
From my mind,
Take your knife,
Run it through,
My veins,
You took,
Such strains,
To pierce,
My heart,
My soul,
My mind,
Anything that's mine...
Take My Tears, Put Them On Ice
Take my tears,
Put them on ice,
Watch,
You will begin,
To examine,
The lice,
On the earth,
Learning,
To give birth,
To all the lies,
I'll escape,
This time,
Take my pills,
Soon I'll be okay,
I'm just insane,
Anyway,
Right?
I'll show you,
The light,
Soon enough,
There will be,
Room enough,
For you,
To deal with it,
Tough,
What?
You confuse me,
Completely,
A weapon,
Is what I use,
Does it matter to you,
That it's my mind,
My heart,
Beating,
In time,
Reeling,
Seeking for a meaning,
In this world,
Why am I,
Stumped,
On it?
I'm a nerd,
I'll admit,
I'm weird,
Very different,
I enjoy it,
It's fun,
To watch them squirm,
As I jump,
Around,
Burning their words,
With mine,
Life is unpredictable,
True,
We're all unstable,
In ways,
Unexplainable,
Am I hallucinating,
In my statement?
I'm rambling,
I'm good at that,
I'll even take,
A bat,
To a tree,
To get out,
My evil energy,
Do I scare you?
I scare me,
Shh,
My secret,
So why,
Did I just blurt it,
Out,
To read,
Wow,
I'm brilliant,
I have a hat,
On my head,
It's a penguin,
Cause I'm awesome,
I'm joking,
My point being,
We all wear hats,
On our head,
See,
Yours says,
Number one,
Dead,
Yes,
I meant dead,
Not dad,
You're not even that,
It's sad,
See,
Fall Out Boy,
Said it right,
This isn't a scene,
It's an arms race,
Messy,
Deadly,
Ready to destory,
Pulvarize,
So many,
I say sorry,
So much,
Because,
I'm the peace maker,
In this tragic blatant,
Faker's,
Life,
It's just me,
Am I the lie,
In your eyes?
I wish I knew,
If I were,
To you,
But you take my tears,
To put them on ice,
To read every lie,
That may be
In your eyes...
Would You Still?
Would you still,
Love me,
If you couldn't,
Touch me?
Would you stay,
If you were,
Sent away,
For a day,
At a time,
Would you stay mine?
Would you still,
Tell me,
Forever,
If you had,
To wait longer,
Than originally said?
Would I remain,
The one and only,
If I fell to,
My knees,
Weak,
Would you still,
Pick me up,
Not let me,
Down,
If I fell to,
The ground,
Again,
God forgive me,
Of my sins,
Cause I'm,
Only human,
I do wrong,
Will you just,
Turn around,
Forgive and forget,
That it ever,
Happened,
Will you lay,
Beside me,
In the night,
Kiss me,
Hold me tight,
Till the blinding,
Daylight,
Would you still,
Beg me to stay,
Whisper,
Tell me,
Everything will be,
Okay,
It's life,
We'll make,
It out alive,
Together,
Through all,
The stormy weather,
Nod your head,
Smile,
Make me feel,
Lighter than a feather,
When I wonder,
If I'm worth your while,
Because you know,
My mind,
My thoughts,
My heart,
Could I keep you,
For all time,
Till I die,
Cause life,
Isn't worth living,
Without your,
Loving me,
Being able to see,
Your smile,
Baby,
I have a vile,
Question,
Answer,
Even in a confession,
Would you still,
Love me,
If you couldn't,
Touch me?
A new scar,
Of life,
On his arm,
His eyes flashing,
Ready to share,
His words,
With the world,
He picks up,
A mic,
A pen,
Starts writing again,
You'll hear the,
Words come out,
His mouth,
Watch,
As the passion,
Radiates off him,
He spits his,
Sins,
To the people,
Who have commited,
Them,
As well,
They'll rap along,
Not knowing,
That the tap,
Of their foot,
Tell him,
They're guilty too,
Eyes closed,
Body shaking,
Earthquaking,
As we jump,
To his rhymes,
Understanding,
Yet stumped each time,
How can someone,
Do such harm?
Shut up,
You've done wrong,
Before,
No one's perfect,
On this earth,
So we admit,
To nothing,
No harm,
No foul,
While he drums,
To every scowl,
Of the new scar,
Of life,
On his arm....
Happy Today
I'm happy today,
God blessed me,
A peace,
Fulfilled finally,
I felt,
Everything,
I knew,
All about you,
Scared,
Hurt,
Waiting for you,
To come forward,
Show me,
Your soul,
You were restless,
Now you're still,
Promise me,
No more secrets,
It's us,
Against the world,
Together,
Right?
I'm surrounded,
By a light,
Something true,
I'll follow you,
If you want me,
To,
Your eyes,
Are happy again,
No more trouble,
Do you see,
That smile?
Brilliant,
Blinding me,
Your embrace,
It's sweet,
Something safe,
You know my sighs,
You'll look,
You understand my eyes,
It's a sweet poison,
I took with pleasure,
You forgive my sins,
Like a man,
I'll say I'm sorry,
You say you understand,
Tell me,
You'll never let go,
Of my trembling hands,
Held to your heart,
We've had our start,
I'm praying,
It never ends,
Hoping it isn't,
A dream,
If so,
Don't wake me,
Up,
I'll sleep forever,
Here,
In your arms,
I know what,
I have,
Now,
Without losing you,
Before,
If you do,
Too,
We'll be on,
The same page,
Without burning,
The binding,
Without hitting the face,
Of life,
This isn't fake,
It's an ocean,
Let me drown,
In your kiss,
You're eyes,
I never want to miss,
This,
Embrace,
See,
I'm happy today,
God blessed me,
A peace,
Fulfilled finally...
Pierce Me
Pierce me,
My heart,
My soul,
My mind,
Everything that’s mine,
Can’t you give me,
The time,
Of day,
A look,
A smile,
Anything that says,
I’m worth that while,
Yes,
I worry,
I sit and stare,
I compare,
Myself to her,
I don’t know why,
I hide,
So they don’t see,
Me cry,
Blast music,
As I use it,
My blade,
Of truth,
Piercing you,
I’m in pain,
Where is it,
From?
My side,
It’s now numb,
No I don’t want,
Your anesthetic,
I want you,
To use your head,
For once,
Think about it,
Will you leave,
If I talk about it?
Critique me,
Please,
You’ve been,
Begging,
To do so,
Haven’t you,
Though?
See,
I’m human,
Not some random,
Moon man,
So you believe,
I need,
Your opinion,
Wrong again,
I’m just me,
Others can deal with it,
I'm healing,
In ways,
Most don't,
Understand,
I scream,
At empty skies,
Maybe I'm insane,
In my membrane,
Isn't that,
The saying?
Possibly,
Maybe I'm making a mistake,
In living my life,
Do you think so?
You say you know,
But you don't,
You whisper lies,
To those with,
Blackened eyes,
Ready,
To eat,
Us whole,
Swallow our souls,
Do I make sense at all?
Shake,
My hand,
Take,
Hold and don't let go,
Walking side,
By side,
Till we die,
What happened,
To your life?
It's tied,
In a knot,
Wish I could blot,
Your words,
From my mind,
Take your knife,
Run it through,
My veins,
You took,
Such strains,
To pierce,
My heart,
My soul,
My mind,
Anything that's mine...
Take My Tears, Put Them On Ice
Take my tears,
Put them on ice,
Watch,
You will begin,
To examine,
The lice,
On the earth,
Learning,
To give birth,
To all the lies,
I'll escape,
This time,
Take my pills,
Soon I'll be okay,
I'm just insane,
Anyway,
Right?
I'll show you,
The light,
Soon enough,
There will be,
Room enough,
For you,
To deal with it,
Tough,
What?
You confuse me,
Completely,
A weapon,
Is what I use,
Does it matter to you,
That it's my mind,
My heart,
Beating,
In time,
Reeling,
Seeking for a meaning,
In this world,
Why am I,
Stumped,
On it?
I'm a nerd,
I'll admit,
I'm weird,
Very different,
I enjoy it,
It's fun,
To watch them squirm,
As I jump,
Around,
Burning their words,
With mine,
Life is unpredictable,
True,
We're all unstable,
In ways,
Unexplainable,
Am I hallucinating,
In my statement?
I'm rambling,
I'm good at that,
I'll even take,
A bat,
To a tree,
To get out,
My evil energy,
Do I scare you?
I scare me,
Shh,
My secret,
So why,
Did I just blurt it,
Out,
To read,
Wow,
I'm brilliant,
I have a hat,
On my head,
It's a penguin,
Cause I'm awesome,
I'm joking,
My point being,
We all wear hats,
On our head,
See,
Yours says,
Number one,
Dead,
Yes,
I meant dead,
Not dad,
You're not even that,
It's sad,
See,
Fall Out Boy,
Said it right,
This isn't a scene,
It's an arms race,
Messy,
Deadly,
Ready to destory,
Pulvarize,
So many,
I say sorry,
So much,
Because,
I'm the peace maker,
In this tragic blatant,
Faker's,
Life,
It's just me,
Am I the lie,
In your eyes?
I wish I knew,
If I were,
To you,
But you take my tears,
To put them on ice,
To read every lie,
That may be
In your eyes...
Would You Still?
Would you still,
Love me,
If you couldn't,
Touch me?
Would you stay,
If you were,
Sent away,
For a day,
At a time,
Would you stay mine?
Would you still,
Tell me,
Forever,
If you had,
To wait longer,
Than originally said?
Would I remain,
The one and only,
If I fell to,
My knees,
Weak,
Would you still,
Pick me up,
Not let me,
Down,
If I fell to,
The ground,
Again,
God forgive me,
Of my sins,
Cause I'm,
Only human,
I do wrong,
Will you just,
Turn around,
Forgive and forget,
That it ever,
Happened,
Will you lay,
Beside me,
In the night,
Kiss me,
Hold me tight,
Till the blinding,
Daylight,
Would you still,
Beg me to stay,
Whisper,
Tell me,
Everything will be,
Okay,
It's life,
We'll make,
It out alive,
Together,
Through all,
The stormy weather,
Nod your head,
Smile,
Make me feel,
Lighter than a feather,
When I wonder,
If I'm worth your while,
Because you know,
My mind,
My thoughts,
My heart,
Could I keep you,
For all time,
Till I die,
Cause life,
Isn't worth living,
Without your,
Loving me,
Being able to see,
Your smile,
Baby,
I have a vile,
Question,
Answer,
Even in a confession,
Would you still,
Love me,
If you couldn't,
Touch me?
Poems - Updated - It's been awhile. Sorry.
This World Is Tipping, Off Track
This world,
It’s tipping,
Fast,
We’re all,
So far,
Too far,
Off track,
Haters,
Players,
Lovers,
Fighters,
All human,
Well maybe not,
Some are alien,
Evil,
Imposters,
Tainted,
My face,
It’s painted,
On,
See it dripping,
Slowly off?
I’m someone else,
Trapped,
In this spot,
I want to,
Break free,
Become who I am,
Become me,
Why do I,
Feel this way?
I want to scream,
Run away,
My life,
Its fine,
In fact,
It’s great,
But I’m trapped,
Too young to live,
Too old to breathe,
That man,
Claims to feel,
Like Satan,
Damned to Hell,
He’s the leader,
Of us all,
Now isn’t he?
Shh,
No,
Don’t lie,
Speak truth,
For once,
You little fly,
You annoying twit,
They get mad,
They’ll spit,
On me,
Those blood-sucking,
Ticks,
Sucking out,
Your life,
My breath,
I choke on,
My words,
Your tongues,
They feel like swords,
Through my heart,
You all smile as,
My lungs stop,
I drop,
I’m dead now,
You feel,
Really?
Tell me how!
The world turns,
So our years burn,
Away,
My thoughts have gone,
They’ve swayed,
I’m ranting,
Rambling,
So is that preacher,
In the stand,
Standing there,
Bangin’ his fists,
“God is your all!”,
Yeah,
So is alcohol,
To you,
Isn’t it, sir?
There it is,
Her little smirk,
The expression,
That can kill,
Shot guns,
Shooting out her eyes,
Ready to destroy,
Going to pulverize,
You want me,
To listen to you?
Speak some truth!
Life is a…
Little female dog?
You don’t make sense,
That phrase,
Leaves my head in a fog,
Life sucks,
Well your life blows,
It’s a competition,
To you all,
Best lover,
Best talker,
Best whore,
Best man,
Sweating above her,
They all scream,
“Let’s stone the,
Prisoner there!”,
Sure,
Don’t remember,
The little girl,
He’s petting her hair,
Holding her there,
He did wrong,
And you never have?
My eyes roll,
Like bowling balls,
Ready to score,
Something true,
For you,
Wow,
This world is sad,
Yes you are too,
You all are insane,
Completely mad…
The rose is dying,
So the dripping dew,
Is no longer,
A beauty,
Like a soldier,
Goes to battle,
To pay his duty,
We ignore,
Look away,
We’re good at that,
Aren’t we?
That preacher,
See him there,
Sitting alone,
In a stool at the bar,
Is sipping,
Back his last drink,
Whispering,
“This world is tipping,
Fast,
We’re all,
So far,
Too far,
Off track…”
Turn Around, Forever As Yours
The words,
I love you,
Mean little,
To most,
To those,
Who mean it,
With their entire being,
It tears us,
At our seams,
The tears flow,
I'm swimming,
In their sea,
Drowning slowly,
In the painful bliss,
This feeling creates,
I've never felt this,
Before,
To this extent,
Name a time,
A place,
I'll meet you there,
Face to face,
If I die,
In your arms,
I'll die untouched,
Unharmed,
You don't understand,
I'll do anything,
To show you,
Feel my hand,
It's shaking,
Like,
A massive earthquake,
I'll scream,
For help,
For somebody,
Can anyone hear me?
Am I alone in the feeling?
I can't be,
Tell me that isn't true,
You love me too,
Don't you?
Marry me now?
I'll marry you tomorrow,
Hold me a while?
I'll keep you,
Forever,
In my arms,
I may be weak,
To a few,
But those who really,
Know,
What I go,
Through,
They hear,
My heart breaking,
As I watch,
You leave,
My sight,
My love,
You're my light,
Your kiss,
It's poison,
Killing me slowly,
You touch me,
Clutch my heart,
Biting it,
In your teeth,
You whisper,
Too sweetly,
"I love you, baby",
Then you drive,
Away from here,
From me,
Can you feel,
My weeping,
The aching,
Me,
Breaking?
Turn around,
Please,
Turn around,
Come back and make,
Me,
Yours,
Just take me,
Forever as yours...
My Never Ending Dream, Stay With Me
It started in a look,
Its form instantly took,
Became so much more,
It's never a bore,
Love for another,
Far too strong,
To ever let go,
Lighter than a feather,
But a bond to stand tall,
My world,
My all,
My never ending dream,
It's beauty beyond compare,
Tears my heart at the seams,
Sweet and simple,
I'll die just to hear,
You say it too,
Is it true?
Could you love me too?
I'm amazed,
Blow away,
Taken back,
By your eyes,
Your smile,
Baby you make any pain,
Worth all the while,
Any evil,
Every vile being,
Who looks at me,
In disgust,
Wearing their vests,
Of manipulation,
Of lust,
To tear me,
From this molestation,
Of my heart,
It takes my breath away,
Every time,
Just to hear you say,
You hear my every rhyme,
As it is,
No exaggerations,
You are my motivation,
My breath,
It's left my lungs,
I've taken the plunge,
Are you mine?
Can you protect me,
From all the evil swine,
Who torment my soul,
Who take their tole,
On my brain,
Making it ache,
You're my cure,
To my every sore,
Will you stay?
Keep me sane,
Just be my man...
Just Listen Close, It’s My Sick Twisted Joke
Listen close,
Don't hold your nose,
Your life may wreak,
You have nothing,
To be ashamed of,
You don't pay,
Attention to me,
To my words,
My eyes,
Full of need,
To be understood,
By them,
By you,
I'm trapped,
In a world,
Full of vile swine,
Swimming in their filth,
In a world that,
Is supposed to be,
All mine,
Why are you,
Doing this to me?
Please,
Stop screaming!
My head is reeling,
My heart breaking,
For a reason,
I can't explain,
I feel completely insane,
Does anyone,
Understand me?
Somebody be my hero,
My expectations,
Range from one to zero,
Sad but true,
What has this life come to?
It's suicide,
Slow and painful,
Death by words,
By evil,
By something not heard,
By a love,
That burns,
Never ending,
Is this God's planning?
He wants better,
Doesn't He though?
Wow,
I feel low,
Dirty in a way,
So I rebel,
Disobey,
It's funny,
In a sick twisted way,
If you felt,
My heart now,
You'd understand,
You might just,
Take your bow,
Out,
Oh no,
You refuse,
Take your time,
Never hearing,
The true rhyme,
Hear me,
Please,
Just hold me,
While I cry,
Let me tell you why,
I am like I am,
I'm different than most,
I've always been,
Their public leaning post,
Always there,
Never backing down,
But they'll stand there,
To watch,
As I drown,
Deep in my own mouth,
I can't look back,
I'm paralyzed,
In this spot,
You just close your eyes,
Leaving me here,
To die,
So listen close,
Don't hold your nose,
Your life may wreak,
But you have nothing,
To be ashamed of....
Naughty Or Nice
Look at me,
Tell me what's right,
Am I who,
You want to know,
Or the whore,
You look away from?
Do I make,
You shudder,
Make your skin peel,
As you see my scars,
Yes I really,
Do feel,
My legs beat,
My heart torn,
When you see,
My eyes,
Do you want,
To cry?
Wish to forget,
Everything,
I hold inside,
That makes my heart tick,
Are you the coward,
That kills,
People like me,
Just trying,
To move forward,
Even slowly,
Do you hear my voice,
And turn a deaf ear?
Ah, you're the man,
Who died last year,
Still breathing,
No longer living,
Just trying to find,
The next joint,
To light up,
Your life,
Put some laughter,
Into your eyes,
It's sad,
It all,
Makes me mad,
Do you care?
No,
You're all mice,
Ready to run,
Hide,
Like skull infesting,
Lice,
You disgusting,
People,
Here,
Divide your life,
By pi,
See if it makes,
Sense to you then,
Sweetheart,
This is the beginning,
There is no end,
Naughty or nice,
Look at me,
Tell me if it's a lie,
Am I who,
You want to know,
Or the whore,
You look away from?
Your Molesting Flame
Go ahead,
Kick in my brain,
Leave me to die,
Believe me,
You'll live with the stain,
On your life,
Remember my eyes,
Begging for a chance,
You'll ignore it,
I promise you,
You'll cry,
Feel my pain,
Burning your heart,
Deep in your chest,
Maybe it will,
Melt,
Like an icy art,
Your life is such,
A mess,
You know better,
Yet you do so,
Anyways,
It doesn't matter,
As long as you get,
The pay,
Right?
Hey!
You got shot,
Lying there,
You'll hear my screams,
I pray,
I'll forever,
Haunt your dying dreams,
Feel my hands,
Around your throat,
I'll smile as you,
Choke,
Croak,
You old toad,
You'll wake,
Have a smoke,
To calm your nerves,
What have you done?
My blood is your,
Token,
Your hands tremble,
Remembering what,
I had spoken,
To you,
You torturous bimbo,
"You'll see me again,
Count on it,
I'll see you in Hell,
Be ready for it",
The fire spits,
You jump,
Like the evil,
Buzzing twit,
You are,
You don't know how,
But you killed me,
Long ago,
Long before,
So,
Go ahead,
Kick in my brain,
And put out,
Your terrifying,
Molesting,
Flame....
Am I A Whore, Or Is It The World?
If I don’t,
Sleep with the world,
Does that make,
Me bad?
A nasty old hag?
I won’t be,
Their whore,
So you shut,
The door,
To keep me,
Safe,
From their stares,
I feel naked,
Here,
Tell me,
I’m safe,
Away,
From the world,
Hold me,
In your arms,
Let me cry,
Can you feel,
The pain I feel inside?
Do you ache,
To heal,
My many breaks,
Hurt when I,
Tear myself open,
Just for you,
Only your eyes,
To see,
To hear,
My screams,
My cries,
Tell me,
Do you understand,
When I squeeze,
Your strong hand,
Wincing in pain,
I know you,
See every stain,
Burned into,
My heart,
You’ve seen,
Them from the start,
I’m amazed,
You take my,
Breath away,
Baby,
Why do you,
Enjoy doing this,
To me?
I’m sick,
A twisted masochist,
I crave the pain,
I feel,
Every time,
I hear you say,
“I love you, babe”,
It’s the feeling,
You have,
As you wake,
From an amazing dream,
You heart drops,
Your stomach sinks,
My heart is bursting,
At the seams,
Please,
Tell me,
You’re real,
My wall,
It’s ready to peel,
Away,
Letting you,
Feel the sway,
Of my hips,
Shh,
Don’t speak,
Just kiss my lips,
Those girls,
See them there?
They look at me,
And stare,
Trying to give me,
Tips,
I’ll catch a ride,
On one of these,
Ships,
Take me away,
From them,
Their smirks,
God, am I dirt?
I shirk,
They scowl,
At me,
In their mini skirts,
What’s wrong with me?
Am I scum,
To you now,
Barnacles deep,
Hanging off,
The ship,
We sail,
I’ll meet you,
All in Hell,
Have you labeled,
Me a hooker,
Now that I’ve,
Given away my ticker,
To someone who cares,
My soul,
You took her,
Saved me,
Before,
I drowned,
In their sea,
Come darling,
It’s time for tea,
Sit here,
Beside me,
I’ll hold you,
Close,
Please,
Can’t you love,
Me most?
I want to die,
Buried under,
A post,
Hiding from the lies,
God, can You forgive,
Such sins?
Did you forgive,
That man,
Named Stan,
Who tossed away,
His life,
Beat and killed his own wife,
Can you forgive,
This world,
My evil words?
If I were,
Trapped,
By Jigsaw,
The master,
I’d tap,
You out,
Let,
Me,
Die,
But please,
I’m begging you,
Survive,
Don’t sit there,
And cry for me,
I’m the whore,
You’d be known,
As crying for,
So whisper,
Quietly now,
If I don’t,
Sleep with the world,
Does that make,
Me bad?
A nasty old hag?
No,
I’m really not,
I refuse to be,
Your whore,
That’s not me…
Demon Of Fear, She’s Here
See her?
The demon,
Of fear,
Sitting there,
On her victim,
Tasting every dear,
Sweet morsel,
Of happiness left,
In them,
It’s sad,
Terrifying,
Am I her next,
Treat,
Victim of the week?
I feel out of place,
Scared,
She’s the soul-sucking,
Succubus they warn,
You about,
Ready to taste,
The heart torn,
Any trace,
Of love left,
In the race,
We call the,
Human flesh,
She screams,
Finally,
She felt reality,
Everything we fear,
Anything we hold dear,
Pain,
Coursing through,
My veins,
Stupid girl,
Didn’t you know better?
Innocence wasted,
On yet another,
Young blood,
Poured from this cup,
You say it’s half empty,
You’re wrong,
Listen to me,
Half full,
Is the expression,
You use with such,
Discretion,
Say it once,
You’ll say it again,
Believe me now,
Or pay the price,
Jump onto the train,
You feel like,
A flea,
Head itching,
Lice,
Infecting our world,
With evil,
Stained with lies,
You know what you do,
Yet you hide,
In your disguise,
Never revealing,
What has left,
Us reeling,
Your eyes are peeling,
Over the earth,
Ready to receive,
The next succubus birth,
Nasty filth,
It’s me you kill,
Over and over,
Until you find,
Your mother,
Ship,
Take them home,
Away from,
This icy chip,
An icebergs tip,
Ready to sink,
Deep into the sea,
Titanic,
Breaking over me,
So tell me,
Do you see her?
The woman,
We all fear…
An Utter Miss, Ignorance Is Bliss
Hush now,
Don’t you cry,
We all scream,
On the inside,
Sometimes,
Your world is,
Spinning fast,
Bout to knock,
You over on,
Your…
Back,
Turn around,
Face the truth,
Those people,
They aren’t you,
A sea of faces,
In every one,
Of your safe places,
I’m mad,
Insanely furious,
You see that man?
Running in every,
Direction,
Trying to hide,
His erection,
To the pain,
It turns him on,
Again and again,
It makes me sick,
I want to,
Vomit,
On him,
On you,
It makes her,
Fidget too,
She knows,
How it feels,
To live in fear,
Of his whisper,
In her ear,
His lick around,
Her lobe,
I’ll squash him,
Like a toe,
I’m not his,
Little hoe,
I’ll hide in,
Darkness,
To disguise my sin,
I try to forget,
But it sticks,
In my brain,
Grinding like grain,
This is utter pain,
To write,
But I go on,
Just to spite,
You,
And your demon crew,
I’ll show you,
What it’s like,
To watch,
Someone die,
You’re the lie,
The thorn,
Stabbing my side,
I don’t want,
To hide,
Ignorance is bliss,
Like your,
First kiss,
Was I a complete,
Miss?
No,
I won’t lick,
Your fist,
Like your pet,
I’m human,
Not a cat,
Prick your ears,
To this,
I’m done,
Listening,
I’ve listened,
For years,
I’m done,
Protecting,
From now on,
I’m detecting,
You,
Hush now,
Don’t cry,
We all scream,
On the inside…
That’s That
Come back to me,
I’m lost,
Terrified,
Of whatever,
Is going on,
My nightmares,
Are ripping me,
Apart,
Telling me,
To guard my heart,
So I’ve torn,
It open,
For you,
To watch,
As I bleed,
To death,
Here,
Reaching for your arms,
I need you,
To be you again,
What are you,
Thinking,
Please,
Talk to me,
Tell me,
If I’m being crazy,
I feel blind,
To whatever is,
Poking at me,
Bruising my side,
So I close,
My eyes,
I want to beg,
To see you,
Maybe I’ll drown,
In someone’s keg,
Feel whatever,
They say they do,
Why,
Am I so in love,
With you?
I am,
It’s not a lie,
It’s never been,
A scam,
I’d rather die,
Than see you,
In pain,
I feel annoying,
Like I’m toying,
With your life,
Do you really want me,
As your wife?
I’ll be better,
That way,
I’ve always been,
Two steps,
Ahead,
Of everybody,
So I sway,
In your direction,
I’ve never loved you,
With discretion,
No secrets,
No regrets,
I love you,
That’s that…
Your Scapegoat
You took a song,
Turned it against me,
You took so long,
To rip out,
An apology,
It means nothing,
Now,
You told me,
How,
To say it right,
Took away my life,
You dimmed my light,
Helped me die,
Slowly inside,
I meant so little,
You were always,
Searching for a title,
Why,
Did you choke,
It out of me?
What use,
Am I to you,
If I'm so loose?
It isn't true,
Lies sink,
Deep,
Quick sand,
You broke my hand,
My trust,
You only wanted,
Me for your lust,
You are sick,
You disgust,
Even pigs,
I was your,
Ragdoll,
Far too long,
You took my life's,
Theme song,
Turned it around,
It's evil now,
So you grin,
Ugh,
You're ugly,
As sin,
Why did I ever,
Let you in?
My mistake,
My bad,
Just stuff me,
In a body bag,
Please,
I can't breathe,
I must be dead,
Right?
No,
Wait,
I can see it,
Someone's light,
You're so bright,
My savior,
My life,
Swallowed me,
Before I died,
Keeping hold for eternity,
I'll fight,
Stay with me,
This night,
Through the dark,
Through the demons,
Through the evil,
Smelling sea-men,
Rocking their boat,
Waiting on their,
Scapegoat,
Oops,
That's me,
Always has been,
Forever will be...
Hope
Today,
I walked by,
A man,
With a sign,
Begging for,
A cent or two,
Maybe just,
Attention from you,
A friendly look,
Something true,
He’s crying too,
As he plays,
His sweet blues,
Guitar,
Sad and slow,
As he ends,
His song,
He takes a bow,
My heart,
It breaks,
I wish I could take,
Away his pain,
Look at the stain,
On that man’s knee,
From asking,
That woman,
To marry,
Him,
She understands,
His sins,
But she worries,
What if,
She isn’t enough,
For his love?
Everything,
She ever dreamed of,
He’s in her hands,
She looks down,
The ring,
Her heart,
It’s sinking,
Somewhere,
She’ll find the,
Missing link,
She thinks,
The child there,
See her?
Laughing,
With her teddy bear,
Spinning around,
Innocence not yet lost,
Happiness found,
A child’s smile,
Stretching for,
Miles,
Everything happens,
For a reason,
So now,
She’s apart of,
A secret treason,
Love affair,
Brushing her,
Baby boy’s golden hair,
Kissing his cheek,
He giggles,
And squeaks,
This is true,
Sweet and pure,
What the world,
Needs,
We’re all screaming for,
Understand me,
Please,
Hope is what,
We all need…
Don’t Wake Up, Dreams Are My Reality
I’ll wake,
Sweat rolling down,
My face,
Pain in my heart,
My head ready to start,
Reeling,
Truth peeling,
My body of lies,
It’s just a dream,
I’ll whisper inside,
Right?
He’s still alive,
They didn’t,
Die,
I’ve felt like crying,
For days now,
It over-whelms,
Every once in a while,
Breaking down,
Screaming,
What is this feeling?!
It hurts,
What is it to her,
How I feel,
I’ve meant a,
Lesser deal,
Since day one,
Nothing ever really,
Begun,
To her,
I was a mat,
Saying welcome,
To every bat,
Hit,
Kick,
In the back,
I’m bruised,
My lips chewed,
Not really,
But still,
What use is it,
To them,
If I did wrong,
Committed a sin,
Couldn’t care less,
Makes more sense,
Shh,
Don’t tell them,
I said that,
I’m young,
Yet,
Liars,
I’m tired,
Of hearing that,
I want to live,
With him,
With love,
Happiness undiscovered,
In her,
A smile,
My angel,
Worth every vile,
Thought,
So I blot,
Out the pain,
Starting again,
She’s my beginning,
She’ll be my end,
One day,
When we’re old and gray,
I suppose,
I’ll just kiss his nose,
Darling,
We’ll be okay,
Hold me tight,
You’re my life,
I’ll be your wife,
Hush now,
Don’t cry,
Tears of pain,
Cry tears of joy,
You’re a man,
Never a boy,
I love you,
Don’t you see,
I wish you could,
Hear me,
Enter my brain,
Feel the pain,
I do when you leave,
Me,
Here,
Standing in the rain,
Of life again,
It’s alright,
I’m fine,
I’ll smile at him,
Kiss his lips,
I’ll be his,
She’ll be mine,
I’ll protect them,
From the swine,
Of the earth,
Their eyes,
Giving birth,
To something unreal,
Ready to unearth,
Me,
Completely,
Then,
Suddenly,
I wake,
Tears of joy,
Running down,
My face…
Peek A Boo, I See You
I see you,
Peek a boo,
Oops,
I’m backwards,
There,
Aren’t I dear?
Why are you,
Staring at me?
Did I do something,
Amazing?
Am I see through,
Invisible,
To you,
What did I do?
I didn’t flip,
No,
I won’t show you,
A trick,
Do I look,
Like magic?
I may be,
A monkey,
But I’m no pet,
You lost your,
Bet,
Didn’t you sir?
Your words,
Don’t make me stir,
I’ve heard,
Them all before,
I’ll just shut,
My door,
Locking you out,
While they scream,
And shout,
At me,
I’ll grin evilly,
As they leave,
Letting me be,
Finally,
Ah peace,
Now I see,
They were,
Watching me bleed,
Ha,
Sick,
Little ticks,
Let me sleep,
We never die,
Peacefully,
So,
I’ll whisper to you,
Peek a boo,
Uh oh,
I see you…
Not Her, Forever Kyli
I’m scared,
Completely unprepared,
Are you ready yet,
Or was this,
A lost bet?
Am I the prize,
Or the cash,
Tossed aside?
I remember how,
You cried,
I watched,
You die,
A little inside,
I tried,
To help you,
Heal you too,
Make you see,
There’s truth,
Still,
I don’t bill,
You,
For a kiss,
A hug,
A tug,
On my heart,
I give fresh starts,
Is that bad?
I guess not,
What they don’t,
Understand,
Is what I got,
Now,
In my arms,
In my life,
They only see,
What harm,
We may bring,
Do you feel free?
Tell me,
What’s your secret?
How did it,
Happen?
Did you run away?
Hush,
I’m hiding,
An outlaw,
In my heart,
See,
I’m the part,
Of me,
They don’t want,
To let free,
I’m not her,
I’m always me,
I’m the,
One and only,
Never again,
Always a friend,
Doesn’t give up,
Heck,
I’m here to love,
I’ll beat the little boys,
Down,
Help the girls,
Turn around,
To see,
Who they are,
Really,
No,
I’m not her,
But I’ll forever be,
Kyli…
I’m Not Leaving
I won’t move,
Sorry,
It’s up to me,
Not you,
Where I belong,
I can breathe,
Here,
Why would you,
Make me leave?
Everything important to me,
God,
Tell me it won’t be true,
I’m yelling at you,
Or an empty night,
The starry sky,
Are you,
Even listening,
To my cries?
I can’t leave,
Them,
The thought is,
An utter sin,
To me at least,
Do they care,
To hear,
My pleading,
Don’t make me,
Leave them,
Please,
Out of state,
Away from,
My place,
In this world,
By his side,
Helping them survive,
It’s my life,
Isn’t it though?
So why,
Am I not in control?
I’ll take a walk,
Take a breath,
How will that,
Help this mess?
Hush,
I’m thinking now,
I really don’t know,
How,
To make them,
Listen,
Maybe it won’t,
Come true,
I have hope,
Don’t you?
Still I’m powerless,
Against their commands,
I’ll beg you,
On my knees,
On my hands,
Don’t make me leave,
Please,
I belong here,
Where I can breathe,
Among them,
Beside him,
I have no sin,
Why make me,
Leave them?
Evil thoughts,
Take the ink,
Blot it out,
Of their minds,
I’m not leaving,
Sorry,
It’s my life,
I can breathe,
Here,
Where I belong,
This is getting repetitive,
Maybe a little long,
I suppose I’ll end this now,
You haven’t heard,
Me,
Anyways,
So I’ll stop now,
There I going,
Getting repetitive,
One last time,
Let me repeat,
Please,
Don’t make me leave…
This world,
It’s tipping,
Fast,
We’re all,
So far,
Too far,
Off track,
Haters,
Players,
Lovers,
Fighters,
All human,
Well maybe not,
Some are alien,
Evil,
Imposters,
Tainted,
My face,
It’s painted,
On,
See it dripping,
Slowly off?
I’m someone else,
Trapped,
In this spot,
I want to,
Break free,
Become who I am,
Become me,
Why do I,
Feel this way?
I want to scream,
Run away,
My life,
Its fine,
In fact,
It’s great,
But I’m trapped,
Too young to live,
Too old to breathe,
That man,
Claims to feel,
Like Satan,
Damned to Hell,
He’s the leader,
Of us all,
Now isn’t he?
Shh,
No,
Don’t lie,
Speak truth,
For once,
You little fly,
You annoying twit,
They get mad,
They’ll spit,
On me,
Those blood-sucking,
Ticks,
Sucking out,
Your life,
My breath,
I choke on,
My words,
Your tongues,
They feel like swords,
Through my heart,
You all smile as,
My lungs stop,
I drop,
I’m dead now,
You feel,
Really?
Tell me how!
The world turns,
So our years burn,
Away,
My thoughts have gone,
They’ve swayed,
I’m ranting,
Rambling,
So is that preacher,
In the stand,
Standing there,
Bangin’ his fists,
“God is your all!”,
Yeah,
So is alcohol,
To you,
Isn’t it, sir?
There it is,
Her little smirk,
The expression,
That can kill,
Shot guns,
Shooting out her eyes,
Ready to destroy,
Going to pulverize,
You want me,
To listen to you?
Speak some truth!
Life is a…
Little female dog?
You don’t make sense,
That phrase,
Leaves my head in a fog,
Life sucks,
Well your life blows,
It’s a competition,
To you all,
Best lover,
Best talker,
Best whore,
Best man,
Sweating above her,
They all scream,
“Let’s stone the,
Prisoner there!”,
Sure,
Don’t remember,
The little girl,
He’s petting her hair,
Holding her there,
He did wrong,
And you never have?
My eyes roll,
Like bowling balls,
Ready to score,
Something true,
For you,
Wow,
This world is sad,
Yes you are too,
You all are insane,
Completely mad…
The rose is dying,
So the dripping dew,
Is no longer,
A beauty,
Like a soldier,
Goes to battle,
To pay his duty,
We ignore,
Look away,
We’re good at that,
Aren’t we?
That preacher,
See him there,
Sitting alone,
In a stool at the bar,
Is sipping,
Back his last drink,
Whispering,
“This world is tipping,
Fast,
We’re all,
So far,
Too far,
Off track…”
Turn Around, Forever As Yours
The words,
I love you,
Mean little,
To most,
To those,
Who mean it,
With their entire being,
It tears us,
At our seams,
The tears flow,
I'm swimming,
In their sea,
Drowning slowly,
In the painful bliss,
This feeling creates,
I've never felt this,
Before,
To this extent,
Name a time,
A place,
I'll meet you there,
Face to face,
If I die,
In your arms,
I'll die untouched,
Unharmed,
You don't understand,
I'll do anything,
To show you,
Feel my hand,
It's shaking,
Like,
A massive earthquake,
I'll scream,
For help,
For somebody,
Can anyone hear me?
Am I alone in the feeling?
I can't be,
Tell me that isn't true,
You love me too,
Don't you?
Marry me now?
I'll marry you tomorrow,
Hold me a while?
I'll keep you,
Forever,
In my arms,
I may be weak,
To a few,
But those who really,
Know,
What I go,
Through,
They hear,
My heart breaking,
As I watch,
You leave,
My sight,
My love,
You're my light,
Your kiss,
It's poison,
Killing me slowly,
You touch me,
Clutch my heart,
Biting it,
In your teeth,
You whisper,
Too sweetly,
"I love you, baby",
Then you drive,
Away from here,
From me,
Can you feel,
My weeping,
The aching,
Me,
Breaking?
Turn around,
Please,
Turn around,
Come back and make,
Me,
Yours,
Just take me,
Forever as yours...
My Never Ending Dream, Stay With Me
It started in a look,
Its form instantly took,
Became so much more,
It's never a bore,
Love for another,
Far too strong,
To ever let go,
Lighter than a feather,
But a bond to stand tall,
My world,
My all,
My never ending dream,
It's beauty beyond compare,
Tears my heart at the seams,
Sweet and simple,
I'll die just to hear,
You say it too,
Is it true?
Could you love me too?
I'm amazed,
Blow away,
Taken back,
By your eyes,
Your smile,
Baby you make any pain,
Worth all the while,
Any evil,
Every vile being,
Who looks at me,
In disgust,
Wearing their vests,
Of manipulation,
Of lust,
To tear me,
From this molestation,
Of my heart,
It takes my breath away,
Every time,
Just to hear you say,
You hear my every rhyme,
As it is,
No exaggerations,
You are my motivation,
My breath,
It's left my lungs,
I've taken the plunge,
Are you mine?
Can you protect me,
From all the evil swine,
Who torment my soul,
Who take their tole,
On my brain,
Making it ache,
You're my cure,
To my every sore,
Will you stay?
Keep me sane,
Just be my man...
Just Listen Close, It’s My Sick Twisted Joke
Listen close,
Don't hold your nose,
Your life may wreak,
You have nothing,
To be ashamed of,
You don't pay,
Attention to me,
To my words,
My eyes,
Full of need,
To be understood,
By them,
By you,
I'm trapped,
In a world,
Full of vile swine,
Swimming in their filth,
In a world that,
Is supposed to be,
All mine,
Why are you,
Doing this to me?
Please,
Stop screaming!
My head is reeling,
My heart breaking,
For a reason,
I can't explain,
I feel completely insane,
Does anyone,
Understand me?
Somebody be my hero,
My expectations,
Range from one to zero,
Sad but true,
What has this life come to?
It's suicide,
Slow and painful,
Death by words,
By evil,
By something not heard,
By a love,
That burns,
Never ending,
Is this God's planning?
He wants better,
Doesn't He though?
Wow,
I feel low,
Dirty in a way,
So I rebel,
Disobey,
It's funny,
In a sick twisted way,
If you felt,
My heart now,
You'd understand,
You might just,
Take your bow,
Out,
Oh no,
You refuse,
Take your time,
Never hearing,
The true rhyme,
Hear me,
Please,
Just hold me,
While I cry,
Let me tell you why,
I am like I am,
I'm different than most,
I've always been,
Their public leaning post,
Always there,
Never backing down,
But they'll stand there,
To watch,
As I drown,
Deep in my own mouth,
I can't look back,
I'm paralyzed,
In this spot,
You just close your eyes,
Leaving me here,
To die,
So listen close,
Don't hold your nose,
Your life may wreak,
But you have nothing,
To be ashamed of....
Naughty Or Nice
Look at me,
Tell me what's right,
Am I who,
You want to know,
Or the whore,
You look away from?
Do I make,
You shudder,
Make your skin peel,
As you see my scars,
Yes I really,
Do feel,
My legs beat,
My heart torn,
When you see,
My eyes,
Do you want,
To cry?
Wish to forget,
Everything,
I hold inside,
That makes my heart tick,
Are you the coward,
That kills,
People like me,
Just trying,
To move forward,
Even slowly,
Do you hear my voice,
And turn a deaf ear?
Ah, you're the man,
Who died last year,
Still breathing,
No longer living,
Just trying to find,
The next joint,
To light up,
Your life,
Put some laughter,
Into your eyes,
It's sad,
It all,
Makes me mad,
Do you care?
No,
You're all mice,
Ready to run,
Hide,
Like skull infesting,
Lice,
You disgusting,
People,
Here,
Divide your life,
By pi,
See if it makes,
Sense to you then,
Sweetheart,
This is the beginning,
There is no end,
Naughty or nice,
Look at me,
Tell me if it's a lie,
Am I who,
You want to know,
Or the whore,
You look away from?
Your Molesting Flame
Go ahead,
Kick in my brain,
Leave me to die,
Believe me,
You'll live with the stain,
On your life,
Remember my eyes,
Begging for a chance,
You'll ignore it,
I promise you,
You'll cry,
Feel my pain,
Burning your heart,
Deep in your chest,
Maybe it will,
Melt,
Like an icy art,
Your life is such,
A mess,
You know better,
Yet you do so,
Anyways,
It doesn't matter,
As long as you get,
The pay,
Right?
Hey!
You got shot,
Lying there,
You'll hear my screams,
I pray,
I'll forever,
Haunt your dying dreams,
Feel my hands,
Around your throat,
I'll smile as you,
Choke,
Croak,
You old toad,
You'll wake,
Have a smoke,
To calm your nerves,
What have you done?
My blood is your,
Token,
Your hands tremble,
Remembering what,
I had spoken,
To you,
You torturous bimbo,
"You'll see me again,
Count on it,
I'll see you in Hell,
Be ready for it",
The fire spits,
You jump,
Like the evil,
Buzzing twit,
You are,
You don't know how,
But you killed me,
Long ago,
Long before,
So,
Go ahead,
Kick in my brain,
And put out,
Your terrifying,
Molesting,
Flame....
Am I A Whore, Or Is It The World?
If I don’t,
Sleep with the world,
Does that make,
Me bad?
A nasty old hag?
I won’t be,
Their whore,
So you shut,
The door,
To keep me,
Safe,
From their stares,
I feel naked,
Here,
Tell me,
I’m safe,
Away,
From the world,
Hold me,
In your arms,
Let me cry,
Can you feel,
The pain I feel inside?
Do you ache,
To heal,
My many breaks,
Hurt when I,
Tear myself open,
Just for you,
Only your eyes,
To see,
To hear,
My screams,
My cries,
Tell me,
Do you understand,
When I squeeze,
Your strong hand,
Wincing in pain,
I know you,
See every stain,
Burned into,
My heart,
You’ve seen,
Them from the start,
I’m amazed,
You take my,
Breath away,
Baby,
Why do you,
Enjoy doing this,
To me?
I’m sick,
A twisted masochist,
I crave the pain,
I feel,
Every time,
I hear you say,
“I love you, babe”,
It’s the feeling,
You have,
As you wake,
From an amazing dream,
You heart drops,
Your stomach sinks,
My heart is bursting,
At the seams,
Please,
Tell me,
You’re real,
My wall,
It’s ready to peel,
Away,
Letting you,
Feel the sway,
Of my hips,
Shh,
Don’t speak,
Just kiss my lips,
Those girls,
See them there?
They look at me,
And stare,
Trying to give me,
Tips,
I’ll catch a ride,
On one of these,
Ships,
Take me away,
From them,
Their smirks,
God, am I dirt?
I shirk,
They scowl,
At me,
In their mini skirts,
What’s wrong with me?
Am I scum,
To you now,
Barnacles deep,
Hanging off,
The ship,
We sail,
I’ll meet you,
All in Hell,
Have you labeled,
Me a hooker,
Now that I’ve,
Given away my ticker,
To someone who cares,
My soul,
You took her,
Saved me,
Before,
I drowned,
In their sea,
Come darling,
It’s time for tea,
Sit here,
Beside me,
I’ll hold you,
Close,
Please,
Can’t you love,
Me most?
I want to die,
Buried under,
A post,
Hiding from the lies,
God, can You forgive,
Such sins?
Did you forgive,
That man,
Named Stan,
Who tossed away,
His life,
Beat and killed his own wife,
Can you forgive,
This world,
My evil words?
If I were,
Trapped,
By Jigsaw,
The master,
I’d tap,
You out,
Let,
Me,
Die,
But please,
I’m begging you,
Survive,
Don’t sit there,
And cry for me,
I’m the whore,
You’d be known,
As crying for,
So whisper,
Quietly now,
If I don’t,
Sleep with the world,
Does that make,
Me bad?
A nasty old hag?
No,
I’m really not,
I refuse to be,
Your whore,
That’s not me…
Demon Of Fear, She’s Here
See her?
The demon,
Of fear,
Sitting there,
On her victim,
Tasting every dear,
Sweet morsel,
Of happiness left,
In them,
It’s sad,
Terrifying,
Am I her next,
Treat,
Victim of the week?
I feel out of place,
Scared,
She’s the soul-sucking,
Succubus they warn,
You about,
Ready to taste,
The heart torn,
Any trace,
Of love left,
In the race,
We call the,
Human flesh,
She screams,
Finally,
She felt reality,
Everything we fear,
Anything we hold dear,
Pain,
Coursing through,
My veins,
Stupid girl,
Didn’t you know better?
Innocence wasted,
On yet another,
Young blood,
Poured from this cup,
You say it’s half empty,
You’re wrong,
Listen to me,
Half full,
Is the expression,
You use with such,
Discretion,
Say it once,
You’ll say it again,
Believe me now,
Or pay the price,
Jump onto the train,
You feel like,
A flea,
Head itching,
Lice,
Infecting our world,
With evil,
Stained with lies,
You know what you do,
Yet you hide,
In your disguise,
Never revealing,
What has left,
Us reeling,
Your eyes are peeling,
Over the earth,
Ready to receive,
The next succubus birth,
Nasty filth,
It’s me you kill,
Over and over,
Until you find,
Your mother,
Ship,
Take them home,
Away from,
This icy chip,
An icebergs tip,
Ready to sink,
Deep into the sea,
Titanic,
Breaking over me,
So tell me,
Do you see her?
The woman,
We all fear…
An Utter Miss, Ignorance Is Bliss
Hush now,
Don’t you cry,
We all scream,
On the inside,
Sometimes,
Your world is,
Spinning fast,
Bout to knock,
You over on,
Your…
Back,
Turn around,
Face the truth,
Those people,
They aren’t you,
A sea of faces,
In every one,
Of your safe places,
I’m mad,
Insanely furious,
You see that man?
Running in every,
Direction,
Trying to hide,
His erection,
To the pain,
It turns him on,
Again and again,
It makes me sick,
I want to,
Vomit,
On him,
On you,
It makes her,
Fidget too,
She knows,
How it feels,
To live in fear,
Of his whisper,
In her ear,
His lick around,
Her lobe,
I’ll squash him,
Like a toe,
I’m not his,
Little hoe,
I’ll hide in,
Darkness,
To disguise my sin,
I try to forget,
But it sticks,
In my brain,
Grinding like grain,
This is utter pain,
To write,
But I go on,
Just to spite,
You,
And your demon crew,
I’ll show you,
What it’s like,
To watch,
Someone die,
You’re the lie,
The thorn,
Stabbing my side,
I don’t want,
To hide,
Ignorance is bliss,
Like your,
First kiss,
Was I a complete,
Miss?
No,
I won’t lick,
Your fist,
Like your pet,
I’m human,
Not a cat,
Prick your ears,
To this,
I’m done,
Listening,
I’ve listened,
For years,
I’m done,
Protecting,
From now on,
I’m detecting,
You,
Hush now,
Don’t cry,
We all scream,
On the inside…
That’s That
Come back to me,
I’m lost,
Terrified,
Of whatever,
Is going on,
My nightmares,
Are ripping me,
Apart,
Telling me,
To guard my heart,
So I’ve torn,
It open,
For you,
To watch,
As I bleed,
To death,
Here,
Reaching for your arms,
I need you,
To be you again,
What are you,
Thinking,
Please,
Talk to me,
Tell me,
If I’m being crazy,
I feel blind,
To whatever is,
Poking at me,
Bruising my side,
So I close,
My eyes,
I want to beg,
To see you,
Maybe I’ll drown,
In someone’s keg,
Feel whatever,
They say they do,
Why,
Am I so in love,
With you?
I am,
It’s not a lie,
It’s never been,
A scam,
I’d rather die,
Than see you,
In pain,
I feel annoying,
Like I’m toying,
With your life,
Do you really want me,
As your wife?
I’ll be better,
That way,
I’ve always been,
Two steps,
Ahead,
Of everybody,
So I sway,
In your direction,
I’ve never loved you,
With discretion,
No secrets,
No regrets,
I love you,
That’s that…
Your Scapegoat
You took a song,
Turned it against me,
You took so long,
To rip out,
An apology,
It means nothing,
Now,
You told me,
How,
To say it right,
Took away my life,
You dimmed my light,
Helped me die,
Slowly inside,
I meant so little,
You were always,
Searching for a title,
Why,
Did you choke,
It out of me?
What use,
Am I to you,
If I'm so loose?
It isn't true,
Lies sink,
Deep,
Quick sand,
You broke my hand,
My trust,
You only wanted,
Me for your lust,
You are sick,
You disgust,
Even pigs,
I was your,
Ragdoll,
Far too long,
You took my life's,
Theme song,
Turned it around,
It's evil now,
So you grin,
Ugh,
You're ugly,
As sin,
Why did I ever,
Let you in?
My mistake,
My bad,
Just stuff me,
In a body bag,
Please,
I can't breathe,
I must be dead,
Right?
No,
Wait,
I can see it,
Someone's light,
You're so bright,
My savior,
My life,
Swallowed me,
Before I died,
Keeping hold for eternity,
I'll fight,
Stay with me,
This night,
Through the dark,
Through the demons,
Through the evil,
Smelling sea-men,
Rocking their boat,
Waiting on their,
Scapegoat,
Oops,
That's me,
Always has been,
Forever will be...
Hope
Today,
I walked by,
A man,
With a sign,
Begging for,
A cent or two,
Maybe just,
Attention from you,
A friendly look,
Something true,
He’s crying too,
As he plays,
His sweet blues,
Guitar,
Sad and slow,
As he ends,
His song,
He takes a bow,
My heart,
It breaks,
I wish I could take,
Away his pain,
Look at the stain,
On that man’s knee,
From asking,
That woman,
To marry,
Him,
She understands,
His sins,
But she worries,
What if,
She isn’t enough,
For his love?
Everything,
She ever dreamed of,
He’s in her hands,
She looks down,
The ring,
Her heart,
It’s sinking,
Somewhere,
She’ll find the,
Missing link,
She thinks,
The child there,
See her?
Laughing,
With her teddy bear,
Spinning around,
Innocence not yet lost,
Happiness found,
A child’s smile,
Stretching for,
Miles,
Everything happens,
For a reason,
So now,
She’s apart of,
A secret treason,
Love affair,
Brushing her,
Baby boy’s golden hair,
Kissing his cheek,
He giggles,
And squeaks,
This is true,
Sweet and pure,
What the world,
Needs,
We’re all screaming for,
Understand me,
Please,
Hope is what,
We all need…
Don’t Wake Up, Dreams Are My Reality
I’ll wake,
Sweat rolling down,
My face,
Pain in my heart,
My head ready to start,
Reeling,
Truth peeling,
My body of lies,
It’s just a dream,
I’ll whisper inside,
Right?
He’s still alive,
They didn’t,
Die,
I’ve felt like crying,
For days now,
It over-whelms,
Every once in a while,
Breaking down,
Screaming,
What is this feeling?!
It hurts,
What is it to her,
How I feel,
I’ve meant a,
Lesser deal,
Since day one,
Nothing ever really,
Begun,
To her,
I was a mat,
Saying welcome,
To every bat,
Hit,
Kick,
In the back,
I’m bruised,
My lips chewed,
Not really,
But still,
What use is it,
To them,
If I did wrong,
Committed a sin,
Couldn’t care less,
Makes more sense,
Shh,
Don’t tell them,
I said that,
I’m young,
Yet,
Liars,
I’m tired,
Of hearing that,
I want to live,
With him,
With love,
Happiness undiscovered,
In her,
A smile,
My angel,
Worth every vile,
Thought,
So I blot,
Out the pain,
Starting again,
She’s my beginning,
She’ll be my end,
One day,
When we’re old and gray,
I suppose,
I’ll just kiss his nose,
Darling,
We’ll be okay,
Hold me tight,
You’re my life,
I’ll be your wife,
Hush now,
Don’t cry,
Tears of pain,
Cry tears of joy,
You’re a man,
Never a boy,
I love you,
Don’t you see,
I wish you could,
Hear me,
Enter my brain,
Feel the pain,
I do when you leave,
Me,
Here,
Standing in the rain,
Of life again,
It’s alright,
I’m fine,
I’ll smile at him,
Kiss his lips,
I’ll be his,
She’ll be mine,
I’ll protect them,
From the swine,
Of the earth,
Their eyes,
Giving birth,
To something unreal,
Ready to unearth,
Me,
Completely,
Then,
Suddenly,
I wake,
Tears of joy,
Running down,
My face…
Peek A Boo, I See You
I see you,
Peek a boo,
Oops,
I’m backwards,
There,
Aren’t I dear?
Why are you,
Staring at me?
Did I do something,
Amazing?
Am I see through,
Invisible,
To you,
What did I do?
I didn’t flip,
No,
I won’t show you,
A trick,
Do I look,
Like magic?
I may be,
A monkey,
But I’m no pet,
You lost your,
Bet,
Didn’t you sir?
Your words,
Don’t make me stir,
I’ve heard,
Them all before,
I’ll just shut,
My door,
Locking you out,
While they scream,
And shout,
At me,
I’ll grin evilly,
As they leave,
Letting me be,
Finally,
Ah peace,
Now I see,
They were,
Watching me bleed,
Ha,
Sick,
Little ticks,
Let me sleep,
We never die,
Peacefully,
So,
I’ll whisper to you,
Peek a boo,
Uh oh,
I see you…
Not Her, Forever Kyli
I’m scared,
Completely unprepared,
Are you ready yet,
Or was this,
A lost bet?
Am I the prize,
Or the cash,
Tossed aside?
I remember how,
You cried,
I watched,
You die,
A little inside,
I tried,
To help you,
Heal you too,
Make you see,
There’s truth,
Still,
I don’t bill,
You,
For a kiss,
A hug,
A tug,
On my heart,
I give fresh starts,
Is that bad?
I guess not,
What they don’t,
Understand,
Is what I got,
Now,
In my arms,
In my life,
They only see,
What harm,
We may bring,
Do you feel free?
Tell me,
What’s your secret?
How did it,
Happen?
Did you run away?
Hush,
I’m hiding,
An outlaw,
In my heart,
See,
I’m the part,
Of me,
They don’t want,
To let free,
I’m not her,
I’m always me,
I’m the,
One and only,
Never again,
Always a friend,
Doesn’t give up,
Heck,
I’m here to love,
I’ll beat the little boys,
Down,
Help the girls,
Turn around,
To see,
Who they are,
Really,
No,
I’m not her,
But I’ll forever be,
Kyli…
I’m Not Leaving
I won’t move,
Sorry,
It’s up to me,
Not you,
Where I belong,
I can breathe,
Here,
Why would you,
Make me leave?
Everything important to me,
God,
Tell me it won’t be true,
I’m yelling at you,
Or an empty night,
The starry sky,
Are you,
Even listening,
To my cries?
I can’t leave,
Them,
The thought is,
An utter sin,
To me at least,
Do they care,
To hear,
My pleading,
Don’t make me,
Leave them,
Please,
Out of state,
Away from,
My place,
In this world,
By his side,
Helping them survive,
It’s my life,
Isn’t it though?
So why,
Am I not in control?
I’ll take a walk,
Take a breath,
How will that,
Help this mess?
Hush,
I’m thinking now,
I really don’t know,
How,
To make them,
Listen,
Maybe it won’t,
Come true,
I have hope,
Don’t you?
Still I’m powerless,
Against their commands,
I’ll beg you,
On my knees,
On my hands,
Don’t make me leave,
Please,
I belong here,
Where I can breathe,
Among them,
Beside him,
I have no sin,
Why make me,
Leave them?
Evil thoughts,
Take the ink,
Blot it out,
Of their minds,
I’m not leaving,
Sorry,
It’s my life,
I can breathe,
Here,
Where I belong,
This is getting repetitive,
Maybe a little long,
I suppose I’ll end this now,
You haven’t heard,
Me,
Anyways,
So I’ll stop now,
There I going,
Getting repetitive,
One last time,
Let me repeat,
Please,
Don’t make me leave…
This World Is Not My Home
This world is not my home,
I’m just passing through,
The Valley Of Death,
Beside you,
It’s what we all do,
Don’t you see,
That fact too,
It’s not hidden,
It’s plain truth,
You decide,
To remain blind,
I choose to see,
Happiness and love,
That’s all I seek,
In this place,
This tragic waste,
Of time,
God’s energy,
Why did He spend it,
On me,
On us,
You disgusting,
Oozing pus,
From the face,
Of life,
Don’t waste,
Your days,
Be alive,
Move with the world,
Don’t localize,
Love your neighbor,
Don’t hate him,
Open your door,
Let them in,
We forget,
That we all sin,
How do we,
Move on,
When we’re consumed,
With power,
Glory,
Things the underdogs,
Hardly ever see,
Underdogs,
Like me,
I’m not rich,
In fact,
I wash this dish,
By hand,
To save,
That man,
From working,
To death,
From wasting his,
Few breaths,
He has left,
With yelling,
He’s falling,
In love,
With that woman,
He never speaks of,
With fear,
If some knows,
They all hear,
They could steal her,
From his arms,
His life,
It’s nothing,
But strife,
Without her,
As his prize,
Her gleaming blue,
Eyes,
He’ll die,
A happy man,
If the last words,
He hears,
Are her whispers,
In his ear,
“I love you,
You’re safe dear”,
Can you imagine,
Such a peace?
Come join,
In our happy feast,
Of prayer,
Of lies,
Of fire,
Spitting out their eyes,
As they watch,
Us die,
Here,
On a cross,
Of our own,
Loss,
Drowning,
In our own mouths,
Hush,
It’s fine,
Everybody dies,
But many don’t live,
Life,
With a smile,
On their face,
In their eyes,
God gives peace,
I want to feel it,
So I pray,
Give me strength,
Please,
Make me feel,
Something,
Different,
I’m tired,
Let me feel,
Rested,
I know this,
Is a test,
So,
I feel vexed,
Like a bored gnome,
I’ll sing it out,
This world is not my home,
I’m just passing through,
The Valley Of Death,
Beside you…
I’m just passing through,
The Valley Of Death,
Beside you,
It’s what we all do,
Don’t you see,
That fact too,
It’s not hidden,
It’s plain truth,
You decide,
To remain blind,
I choose to see,
Happiness and love,
That’s all I seek,
In this place,
This tragic waste,
Of time,
God’s energy,
Why did He spend it,
On me,
On us,
You disgusting,
Oozing pus,
From the face,
Of life,
Don’t waste,
Your days,
Be alive,
Move with the world,
Don’t localize,
Love your neighbor,
Don’t hate him,
Open your door,
Let them in,
We forget,
That we all sin,
How do we,
Move on,
When we’re consumed,
With power,
Glory,
Things the underdogs,
Hardly ever see,
Underdogs,
Like me,
I’m not rich,
In fact,
I wash this dish,
By hand,
To save,
That man,
From working,
To death,
From wasting his,
Few breaths,
He has left,
With yelling,
He’s falling,
In love,
With that woman,
He never speaks of,
With fear,
If some knows,
They all hear,
They could steal her,
From his arms,
His life,
It’s nothing,
But strife,
Without her,
As his prize,
Her gleaming blue,
Eyes,
He’ll die,
A happy man,
If the last words,
He hears,
Are her whispers,
In his ear,
“I love you,
You’re safe dear”,
Can you imagine,
Such a peace?
Come join,
In our happy feast,
Of prayer,
Of lies,
Of fire,
Spitting out their eyes,
As they watch,
Us die,
Here,
On a cross,
Of our own,
Loss,
Drowning,
In our own mouths,
Hush,
It’s fine,
Everybody dies,
But many don’t live,
Life,
With a smile,
On their face,
In their eyes,
God gives peace,
I want to feel it,
So I pray,
Give me strength,
Please,
Make me feel,
Something,
Different,
I’m tired,
Let me feel,
Rested,
I know this,
Is a test,
So,
I feel vexed,
Like a bored gnome,
I’ll sing it out,
This world is not my home,
I’m just passing through,
The Valley Of Death,
Beside you…
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Colors Define You
Pink,
Color of innocence,
Color of love,
Color of those,
Without common sense,
Girls who think,
They’re better,
Than most,
Higher,
Prettier than,
Those,
Of colors true,
Red,
Black,
Even blue,
Somehow,
Pink is fake,
A color too sweet,
To take,
In,
It hurts my head,
Too bright,
Too them,
Too cliché,
To understand,
See what I mean?
I suppose not,
It’s stuck in,
My brain,
An explanation,
Too misunderstood,
It’s too not me,
But I’ll wear it,
Just for you,
To show you,
I care,
To make you see,
I’ll step outside,
My comfort zone,
If you’ll stay with me,
Pink,
Too sweet to taste,
A color of innocence,
Long lost in haste,
To grow,
To change,
To become,
Who I am,
Now,
Colors rich,
Colors real,
Define myself,
Now,
With you,
Do you hear?
My plea,
For you all,
To understand me,
My dislike,
For something,
Unreal,
Shallow,
Without touch or feel,
I wear,
The colors,
I feel,
My mood,
Myself,
My truth,
Black,
Rich as the night,
Thick as a fight,
Knowing you’re loved,
Without the flight,
The color of fear,
Reality,
The smear,
You see,
On a tear-stained face,
The look I wore,
So many times,
A color,
With feeling,
Passion,
Like her,
Something in her fashion,
Something buried,
In her mind,
Her heart,
True and stationed,
Ready always,
For life’s difficulties,
My mind is reeling,
Do see my meaning?
The colors of our minds,
The understanding,
We feel,
When something,
Is true and real,
Blue,
The ocean wide,
The sky,
Up so high,
The color,
Of my eyes,
Friend,
Sweet and true,
Smiling at you,
Do you see her?
Small and unique,
Real and never fake,
The color,
Of my birthstone,
Apart of the ring,
His promise,
To stay beside me,
Red,
Rose in bloom,
The dripping,
Of blood,
Your silent doom,
The reaching,
Of love,
Out to,
Our empty,
Terrified hearts,
A best friend,
Finding a new start,
A new life,
A new style,
Still herself,
With her,
Shining smile,
Purple,
Rich to see,
Something sweet,
A color,
Embracing me,
The color,
I feel,
Hearing his laugh,
So real,
So true,
Something I love,
To have,
Ringing in my ears,
Simply amazing,
To hear,
Green,
Grass on a summer eve,
Thick and real,
Yet,
Also mean,
His eyes,
Loving,
Ready to peel,
Off my skin,
With how they pry,
Open my eyes,
My heart,
They’re his,
Color of a friend,
Lost,
Begging to be found,
Listening to mind,
Over her heart,
Now she sees,
Now she feels,
Now she’s listening,
To something real,
Her heart,
Yelling to her,
A new start,
To begin,
A new year,
Yellow,
The sun shining,
Her mood,
Never mellow,
A friend to stick,
By you,
Sweet and pure,
Tainted with fear,
Never standing,
In her way,
I admire,
Her strength,
Now listen close,
Open your ears,
Hear me speak,
Feel my beat,
Find your color,
Your definition,
Your meaning,
Your world,
That’s who you are,
What you’re made from,
The color,
Of your aura,
Color of your voice,
Color of the toys,
You play with,
In your mind,
What you’ll be,
Who you’ll see,
It’s defined,
By these…
Color of innocence,
Color of love,
Color of those,
Without common sense,
Girls who think,
They’re better,
Than most,
Higher,
Prettier than,
Those,
Of colors true,
Red,
Black,
Even blue,
Somehow,
Pink is fake,
A color too sweet,
To take,
In,
It hurts my head,
Too bright,
Too them,
Too cliché,
To understand,
See what I mean?
I suppose not,
It’s stuck in,
My brain,
An explanation,
Too misunderstood,
It’s too not me,
But I’ll wear it,
Just for you,
To show you,
I care,
To make you see,
I’ll step outside,
My comfort zone,
If you’ll stay with me,
Pink,
Too sweet to taste,
A color of innocence,
Long lost in haste,
To grow,
To change,
To become,
Who I am,
Now,
Colors rich,
Colors real,
Define myself,
Now,
With you,
Do you hear?
My plea,
For you all,
To understand me,
My dislike,
For something,
Unreal,
Shallow,
Without touch or feel,
I wear,
The colors,
I feel,
My mood,
Myself,
My truth,
Black,
Rich as the night,
Thick as a fight,
Knowing you’re loved,
Without the flight,
The color of fear,
Reality,
The smear,
You see,
On a tear-stained face,
The look I wore,
So many times,
A color,
With feeling,
Passion,
Like her,
Something in her fashion,
Something buried,
In her mind,
Her heart,
True and stationed,
Ready always,
For life’s difficulties,
My mind is reeling,
Do see my meaning?
The colors of our minds,
The understanding,
We feel,
When something,
Is true and real,
Blue,
The ocean wide,
The sky,
Up so high,
The color,
Of my eyes,
Friend,
Sweet and true,
Smiling at you,
Do you see her?
Small and unique,
Real and never fake,
The color,
Of my birthstone,
Apart of the ring,
His promise,
To stay beside me,
Red,
Rose in bloom,
The dripping,
Of blood,
Your silent doom,
The reaching,
Of love,
Out to,
Our empty,
Terrified hearts,
A best friend,
Finding a new start,
A new life,
A new style,
Still herself,
With her,
Shining smile,
Purple,
Rich to see,
Something sweet,
A color,
Embracing me,
The color,
I feel,
Hearing his laugh,
So real,
So true,
Something I love,
To have,
Ringing in my ears,
Simply amazing,
To hear,
Green,
Grass on a summer eve,
Thick and real,
Yet,
Also mean,
His eyes,
Loving,
Ready to peel,
Off my skin,
With how they pry,
Open my eyes,
My heart,
They’re his,
Color of a friend,
Lost,
Begging to be found,
Listening to mind,
Over her heart,
Now she sees,
Now she feels,
Now she’s listening,
To something real,
Her heart,
Yelling to her,
A new start,
To begin,
A new year,
Yellow,
The sun shining,
Her mood,
Never mellow,
A friend to stick,
By you,
Sweet and pure,
Tainted with fear,
Never standing,
In her way,
I admire,
Her strength,
Now listen close,
Open your ears,
Hear me speak,
Feel my beat,
Find your color,
Your definition,
Your meaning,
Your world,
That’s who you are,
What you’re made from,
The color,
Of your aura,
Color of your voice,
Color of the toys,
You play with,
In your mind,
What you’ll be,
Who you’ll see,
It’s defined,
By these…
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
My Wonder
"Home is where the heart is,"
My heart is with you,
When you leave,
My home leaves too,
Safety and comfort,
Wrapped in your arms,
Laying here alone,
Home sick for you,
Longing to hear your tone,
Imagining your warmth too,
Next to me,
Just trying to sleep,
My mind doesn't give peace,
Closing my eyes,
It's never a surprise,
To see you,
Smiling,
Your eyes clear,
As cloudless skies,
Reassuring,
Simply breathtaking,
Mischevious and threatning,
You'll speak to me,
Laughing when,
I do something silly,
Taking my hand,
Holding me close,
I'll breathe in the smell,
I know so well,
Somehow I know,
I love you most,
But a deal,
Was made,
So silent I'll stay,
"I love you,"
Will you,
Keep it that way?
Do you ever think,
What would you do,
If she just up and,
Left you?
Wonder if I'll ever give up,
On fighting for you?
That's something,
I assure,
I would NEVER do,
In the back of,
My mind,
I can't help,
But to ask,
Why?
Why do you care?
Why do you stay?
Why do you love me,
This way?
Do you want,
To wake up to see,
That you're laying,
In bed,
With me,
To feel my love,
Through the night,
Till the sun is,
High above,
Shining with it's might,
Or to hear,
My voice,
Calling your name,
"Good morning darling,"
I'd whisper,
Kiss your lips,
Making you wish,
You'd never have,
To leave me,
Come a little,
Closer,
Tell me,
Don't you ever wonder?
Have you ever,
Wasted time,
Sitting and thinking,
What we would,
Do together,
Forever?
Turn in the middle of the night,
To wish I was,
There by your side?
Do you ever long,
To hear my voice,
Even simply,
To say,
"Goodnight,"
Baby tell me,
Do you ever wonder?
My heart is with you,
When you leave,
My home leaves too,
Safety and comfort,
Wrapped in your arms,
Laying here alone,
Home sick for you,
Longing to hear your tone,
Imagining your warmth too,
Next to me,
Just trying to sleep,
My mind doesn't give peace,
Closing my eyes,
It's never a surprise,
To see you,
Smiling,
Your eyes clear,
As cloudless skies,
Reassuring,
Simply breathtaking,
Mischevious and threatning,
You'll speak to me,
Laughing when,
I do something silly,
Taking my hand,
Holding me close,
I'll breathe in the smell,
I know so well,
Somehow I know,
I love you most,
But a deal,
Was made,
So silent I'll stay,
"I love you,"
Will you,
Keep it that way?
Do you ever think,
What would you do,
If she just up and,
Left you?
Wonder if I'll ever give up,
On fighting for you?
That's something,
I assure,
I would NEVER do,
In the back of,
My mind,
I can't help,
But to ask,
Why?
Why do you care?
Why do you stay?
Why do you love me,
This way?
Do you want,
To wake up to see,
That you're laying,
In bed,
With me,
To feel my love,
Through the night,
Till the sun is,
High above,
Shining with it's might,
Or to hear,
My voice,
Calling your name,
"Good morning darling,"
I'd whisper,
Kiss your lips,
Making you wish,
You'd never have,
To leave me,
Come a little,
Closer,
Tell me,
Don't you ever wonder?
Have you ever,
Wasted time,
Sitting and thinking,
What we would,
Do together,
Forever?
Turn in the middle of the night,
To wish I was,
There by your side?
Do you ever long,
To hear my voice,
Even simply,
To say,
"Goodnight,"
Baby tell me,
Do you ever wonder?
Broken Today
"Silence won't help you!"
She yells,
Silence is all I can manage,
Shaking my head,
My heart ripping,
Apart,
In need of,
A bandage,
I tremble,
On the floor,
Sobbing in violent,
Rushes,
My passion fading,
My sanity breaking,
I can't speak,
Can't you see,
I'm in utter,
Agony,
Simple but true,
I'm to blame,
Here,
Alone,
Needing you,
"Don't you have anything to say?"
"I'm sorry..."
Quietly,
Softly,
I'll spit out,
She pleads to know,
What I'm thinking,
My body shaking,
"What are you feeling?"
Are you kidding?!
I scream,
In my head,
Sitting there,
Yelling on her bed,
I'm dying inside,
Hate me,
I know you will,
I'm human,
I've given up,
Why did this happen?
My heart is breaking,
Oh yes,
Ask how I feel,
My thoughts,
They'd make,
Her skin peel,
No,
I won't speak,
Silence is my virtue,
I have nothing,
To say,
So there I sat,
I'm broken for today....
She yells,
Silence is all I can manage,
Shaking my head,
My heart ripping,
Apart,
In need of,
A bandage,
I tremble,
On the floor,
Sobbing in violent,
Rushes,
My passion fading,
My sanity breaking,
I can't speak,
Can't you see,
I'm in utter,
Agony,
Simple but true,
I'm to blame,
Here,
Alone,
Needing you,
"Don't you have anything to say?"
"I'm sorry..."
Quietly,
Softly,
I'll spit out,
She pleads to know,
What I'm thinking,
My body shaking,
"What are you feeling?"
Are you kidding?!
I scream,
In my head,
Sitting there,
Yelling on her bed,
I'm dying inside,
Hate me,
I know you will,
I'm human,
I've given up,
Why did this happen?
My heart is breaking,
Oh yes,
Ask how I feel,
My thoughts,
They'd make,
Her skin peel,
No,
I won't speak,
Silence is my virtue,
I have nothing,
To say,
So there I sat,
I'm broken for today....
Tell Me It Isn't True
I'm so cold,
Frozen inside,
Without you,
Blood running down,
Slow but steady,
It's too painful,
I feel empty,
You feel so far,
From me,
I'm here,
On my knees,
Don't let it,
Be true,
Please,
I'm begging you,
I am broken today,
A night of tossing,
I don't know what,
To say,
After yesterday,
Dreams of losing,
Everything,
Including you,
I long to hear,
Your voice,
Telling me,
"I love you,"
Prove it,
I'll yell it,
"I love you too!"
Come hold me,
Wrap me in,
Your warmth,
Your charm,
I long to feel,
Your sweet kiss,
On my bleeding lips,
Your strong embrace,
Will these tears,
Ever leave me face?
A few simple words,
Of anger,
From her,
Truth came out,
This is all my,
Dang fault,
"Can you see what you've done?!"
She yells,
To my heart,
It's broken,
Why didn't I,
Hold my tongue?
God help me,
Hold on,
Tell me,
It isn't true!
"Please Don't Worry,"
He pleads,
Tell me,
You didn't mean,
To say it,
Hold my heart together,
I'm falling apart,
Please,
Reassure,
That it isn't,
True...
Frozen inside,
Without you,
Blood running down,
Slow but steady,
It's too painful,
I feel empty,
You feel so far,
From me,
I'm here,
On my knees,
Don't let it,
Be true,
Please,
I'm begging you,
I am broken today,
A night of tossing,
I don't know what,
To say,
After yesterday,
Dreams of losing,
Everything,
Including you,
I long to hear,
Your voice,
Telling me,
"I love you,"
Prove it,
I'll yell it,
"I love you too!"
Come hold me,
Wrap me in,
Your warmth,
Your charm,
I long to feel,
Your sweet kiss,
On my bleeding lips,
Your strong embrace,
Will these tears,
Ever leave me face?
A few simple words,
Of anger,
From her,
Truth came out,
This is all my,
Dang fault,
"Can you see what you've done?!"
She yells,
To my heart,
It's broken,
Why didn't I,
Hold my tongue?
God help me,
Hold on,
Tell me,
It isn't true!
"Please Don't Worry,"
He pleads,
Tell me,
You didn't mean,
To say it,
Hold my heart together,
I'm falling apart,
Please,
Reassure,
That it isn't,
True...
Silence Is My Virtue
I want to scream,
Let the tears flow,
Coming out,
In their sad stream,
Let me cry,
I've been holding,
This in,
Far too long now,
They may never end,
I'm not sure,
I can't tell,
You,
A little mistake,
I made,
All my fault,
I almost lost you,
Again,
Why did this happen?
She begs to hear,
What my thoughts are,
No,
I can't tell,
It will only,
Come out in,
My yell,
Sorrow is what,
I feel now,
Pain shaking,
Me,
Pain that will,
In silence remain,
Let me rock,
Drowing in the depression,
Of my mistakes,
I'll let it all,
Have me,
The hour drags,
Slowly,
On the clock,
Anything to say?
Plenty felt,
I'm sorry I yelled,
I didn't see,
My mistake,
Blinded by myself,
You aren't losing me,
I'm changing,
It happens,
I'll think,
But stay quiet,
Talking does nothing,
Right now,
So I'll sit,
Here rocking,
Letting it swallow me,
Simply,
I'll say,
I'm sorry...
Let the tears flow,
Coming out,
In their sad stream,
Let me cry,
I've been holding,
This in,
Far too long now,
They may never end,
I'm not sure,
I can't tell,
You,
A little mistake,
I made,
All my fault,
I almost lost you,
Again,
Why did this happen?
She begs to hear,
What my thoughts are,
No,
I can't tell,
It will only,
Come out in,
My yell,
Sorrow is what,
I feel now,
Pain shaking,
Me,
Pain that will,
In silence remain,
Let me rock,
Drowing in the depression,
Of my mistakes,
I'll let it all,
Have me,
The hour drags,
Slowly,
On the clock,
Anything to say?
Plenty felt,
I'm sorry I yelled,
I didn't see,
My mistake,
Blinded by myself,
You aren't losing me,
I'm changing,
It happens,
I'll think,
But stay quiet,
Talking does nothing,
Right now,
So I'll sit,
Here rocking,
Letting it swallow me,
Simply,
I'll say,
I'm sorry...
Give Me A Break
Life is my struggle,
Stress my motivator,
Love...
Be my comfort,
Playing many roles,
Daughter,
Sister,
I'll be a mom,
For today,
See my tricks?
I hide them in my sleeve,
Roll them up,
Pull them out,
Oops there's my heart,
I'll clean that up,
As well,
Kids yell,
Fight over amazing,
Things,
"Life is a beach..."
I wanna play in the sand,
Somebody take my hand,
Save me before,
I fall flat,
Tired,
Give me a break,
Let me have a day,
Away from life,
Laughter,
No tears,
Peace,
No arguments,
Fun,
Without consequences,
Please,
Take me for a day,
Be my escape,
You'll save me,
From going insane,
Let me smile,
Without fear,
Will it fall apart?
Of course it does,
Eh it's life,
I'll just sit here,
Till I hear the fife,
Calling me to come,
Away,
I'll run from this home,
Take me to the beach,
I don't care,
If it's December,
Let me walk,
The shore,
No more knocking,
On my weary door,
No yelling,
For a tiny mistake,
I'll learn,
Eventually,
Let me live,
Let me breathe!
I'll survive,
Just hold me up,
I'm falling down quickly,
Be my support,
Hide me away,
From all the crazy,
No hunger,
For the food,
I used to crave,
Stress swallowing,
Me whole,
Children,
Leave me alone!
Life is different,
Insane,
Peace is but,
A fading memory?
I'm begging,
For A DAY,
Away from it all,
Give me a break,
Before I fall flat,
On my face...
Stress my motivator,
Love...
Be my comfort,
Playing many roles,
Daughter,
Sister,
I'll be a mom,
For today,
See my tricks?
I hide them in my sleeve,
Roll them up,
Pull them out,
Oops there's my heart,
I'll clean that up,
As well,
Kids yell,
Fight over amazing,
Things,
"Life is a beach..."
I wanna play in the sand,
Somebody take my hand,
Save me before,
I fall flat,
Tired,
Give me a break,
Let me have a day,
Away from life,
Laughter,
No tears,
Peace,
No arguments,
Fun,
Without consequences,
Please,
Take me for a day,
Be my escape,
You'll save me,
From going insane,
Let me smile,
Without fear,
Will it fall apart?
Of course it does,
Eh it's life,
I'll just sit here,
Till I hear the fife,
Calling me to come,
Away,
I'll run from this home,
Take me to the beach,
I don't care,
If it's December,
Let me walk,
The shore,
No more knocking,
On my weary door,
No yelling,
For a tiny mistake,
I'll learn,
Eventually,
Let me live,
Let me breathe!
I'll survive,
Just hold me up,
I'm falling down quickly,
Be my support,
Hide me away,
From all the crazy,
No hunger,
For the food,
I used to crave,
Stress swallowing,
Me whole,
Children,
Leave me alone!
Life is different,
Insane,
Peace is but,
A fading memory?
I'm begging,
For A DAY,
Away from it all,
Give me a break,
Before I fall flat,
On my face...
I Wanna
I wanna know,
Who you were,
Who you are now,
Who you long to be,
In your future,
Will you be holding me?
I wanna know,
Your heart,
Your mind,
Where you start,
When you stop time,
Why you smile,
Like you do,
How you look,
Looking at me,
When I look towards you,
Your heart aches,
Who created the breaks,
What each tears means,
When you tear at the seams,
What each move says,
How you clean up,
Your life,
When it's become a mess,
I wanna see,
Your smile,
Let me see it,
Just for a while,
Your eyes,
Hazel,
Green at times,
Your arms opened,
To swallow me in,
Don't ever let the end begin,
I wanna hear,
Your laugh ring,
Louder than an alarm chiming,
You say my name,
Over again,
Sweet to my ears,
Your voice,
Is the best sound,
I never heard,
I wanna feel,
You here,
In my arms,
Forever please?
Your kiss,
Hot on my lips,
Your whisper,
Gentle in my ear,
Your tight embrace,
Reaching across me,
Your fingers,
Tracing my face,
My features,
I wanna know,
My love,
Will be enough,
You'll come home,
To me,
When life gets tough,
Stay with me,
Baby stay here,
Just for a while,
I'll feel you breathing,
See that smile,
Give in,
To my thoughts,
You know you,
Want to,
Just do,
I want you,
I know you do,
Know I love you....
Who you were,
Who you are now,
Who you long to be,
In your future,
Will you be holding me?
I wanna know,
Your heart,
Your mind,
Where you start,
When you stop time,
Why you smile,
Like you do,
How you look,
Looking at me,
When I look towards you,
Your heart aches,
Who created the breaks,
What each tears means,
When you tear at the seams,
What each move says,
How you clean up,
Your life,
When it's become a mess,
I wanna see,
Your smile,
Let me see it,
Just for a while,
Your eyes,
Hazel,
Green at times,
Your arms opened,
To swallow me in,
Don't ever let the end begin,
I wanna hear,
Your laugh ring,
Louder than an alarm chiming,
You say my name,
Over again,
Sweet to my ears,
Your voice,
Is the best sound,
I never heard,
I wanna feel,
You here,
In my arms,
Forever please?
Your kiss,
Hot on my lips,
Your whisper,
Gentle in my ear,
Your tight embrace,
Reaching across me,
Your fingers,
Tracing my face,
My features,
I wanna know,
My love,
Will be enough,
You'll come home,
To me,
When life gets tough,
Stay with me,
Baby stay here,
Just for a while,
I'll feel you breathing,
See that smile,
Give in,
To my thoughts,
You know you,
Want to,
Just do,
I want you,
I know you do,
Know I love you....
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Dance
Dance with me,
Here,
Our bodies pressed,
Close together,
Hold me tight,
Don’t let me fall,
Sway through life,
Stay by my side,
I’ll be yours,
If you’ll be mine,
Forever,
Waltz with me,
Now,
Bend with me,
Take your bow,
It doesn’t need,
To make sense,
Oh take a knee,
Someone fell,
Now they’re out,
Here we go again,
Don’t let me fall,
Sway through life,
Stay by my side,
Now I’m yours,
Forever you’re mine,
Spin me around,
Take me down,
We’ll slowly lose,
All track of time,
So dance with me,
Through our life,
Our bodies pressed close,
Hold me through this night…
Here,
Our bodies pressed,
Close together,
Hold me tight,
Don’t let me fall,
Sway through life,
Stay by my side,
I’ll be yours,
If you’ll be mine,
Forever,
Waltz with me,
Now,
Bend with me,
Take your bow,
It doesn’t need,
To make sense,
Oh take a knee,
Someone fell,
Now they’re out,
Here we go again,
Don’t let me fall,
Sway through life,
Stay by my side,
Now I’m yours,
Forever you’re mine,
Spin me around,
Take me down,
We’ll slowly lose,
All track of time,
So dance with me,
Through our life,
Our bodies pressed close,
Hold me through this night…
Cravings
Do you crave to feel,
The touch of one,
Who loves you,
To hear,
The waves,
Of an ocean blue,
To understand,
What they mean,
To tell you,
To smell the first,
Blooming rose,
To feel,
The first pouring rain,
To taste an ice cream cone,
To ignore the pain,
Do you crave to live,
With no regrets,
With no frowns,
To stand out,
In the crowd,
To always be yourself,
To smile,
Without tears,
To try without,
The fear,
Do you crave to hear,
“I love you”,
Whispered in your ear,
Do you crave to feel,
God with you,
A peace that seems,
Too far away,
To trust without,
Being let down,
Do you crave to hope,
Without the lies,
To see the world,
Through your own eyes,
Do you crave to believe,
That people are good,
Even in bad moods,
To feel special,
Without shame,
To be happy,
Without blame,
To live life,
As no other has,
Do you crave,
To love,
With all your heart,
Hold someone’s hand,
Without fear,
Of an ending to the start,
Of them slipping,
From your grasp,
Do you crave to feel,
To feel REAL…
The touch of one,
Who loves you,
To hear,
The waves,
Of an ocean blue,
To understand,
What they mean,
To tell you,
To smell the first,
Blooming rose,
To feel,
The first pouring rain,
To taste an ice cream cone,
To ignore the pain,
Do you crave to live,
With no regrets,
With no frowns,
To stand out,
In the crowd,
To always be yourself,
To smile,
Without tears,
To try without,
The fear,
Do you crave to hear,
“I love you”,
Whispered in your ear,
Do you crave to feel,
God with you,
A peace that seems,
Too far away,
To trust without,
Being let down,
Do you crave to hope,
Without the lies,
To see the world,
Through your own eyes,
Do you crave to believe,
That people are good,
Even in bad moods,
To feel special,
Without shame,
To be happy,
Without blame,
To live life,
As no other has,
Do you crave,
To love,
With all your heart,
Hold someone’s hand,
Without fear,
Of an ending to the start,
Of them slipping,
From your grasp,
Do you crave to feel,
To feel REAL…
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Flying
This life,
It's all we get,
We're told,
To make the best,
Of it,
So here I am,
At the edge,
Ready to jump,
And feel,
Free,
Alive,
Flying through the sky,
Through the air,
People ask,
If I even care,
I scream at the world,
Bring it on!
I can take it,
I fight the battles,
Does it matter,
If I win or lose?
No,
It can't,
I'll survive,
My mind is racing,
My feet ache from pacing,
My hands are held high,
God take it all away,
I'm tired of the tears,
I'm learning to face my fears,
I'll ask you,
Take me away my dear,
I know you are willing,
I know you would,
Please,
Do it now,
Take me somewhere,
Safe and warm,
Away from reality,
Just for awhile,
Just us two,
Please...
This is life,
It's all we get,
So tell me,
How do you,
Make the best of it?
It's all we get,
We're told,
To make the best,
Of it,
So here I am,
At the edge,
Ready to jump,
And feel,
Free,
Alive,
Flying through the sky,
Through the air,
People ask,
If I even care,
I scream at the world,
Bring it on!
I can take it,
I fight the battles,
Does it matter,
If I win or lose?
No,
It can't,
I'll survive,
My mind is racing,
My feet ache from pacing,
My hands are held high,
God take it all away,
I'm tired of the tears,
I'm learning to face my fears,
I'll ask you,
Take me away my dear,
I know you are willing,
I know you would,
Please,
Do it now,
Take me somewhere,
Safe and warm,
Away from reality,
Just for awhile,
Just us two,
Please...
This is life,
It's all we get,
So tell me,
How do you,
Make the best of it?
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Meet Me
The weight of the world,
Here,
Pressing down on,
My shoulders,
Be her,
They'll like her better,
Smile,
Laugh,
Live life,
In a shell,
Of no one special,
I'm not that,
Girl,
Person,
I've been trying,
Too hard,
To please everyone,
But me,
It's time,
To break free,
Of this voice,
Screaming to please,
When I keep,
Failing,
I want to breathe,
In life,
Take in the moments,
Not watch them,
Fly by,
I'm in control,
Of MY life,
I say what goes,
I pick,
Who I want to stay,
I've faded,
Into someone,
Who I don't want,
To be,
I'm not perfect,
But I'm me,
Hey,
Why don't you meet,
This girl,
Who I used to be,
People loved,
Wanted to be around,
A good friend,
Without trying,
A better sister,
No barriers,
A daughter,
No trouble maker,
A dreamer,
A lover,
A person all my own,
Where did I go?
So here we are,
You can meet...
Me.
.
Here,
Pressing down on,
My shoulders,
Be her,
They'll like her better,
Smile,
Laugh,
Live life,
In a shell,
Of no one special,
I'm not that,
Girl,
Person,
I've been trying,
Too hard,
To please everyone,
But me,
It's time,
To break free,
Of this voice,
Screaming to please,
When I keep,
Failing,
I want to breathe,
In life,
Take in the moments,
Not watch them,
Fly by,
I'm in control,
Of MY life,
I say what goes,
I pick,
Who I want to stay,
I've faded,
Into someone,
Who I don't want,
To be,
I'm not perfect,
But I'm me,
Hey,
Why don't you meet,
This girl,
Who I used to be,
People loved,
Wanted to be around,
A good friend,
Without trying,
A better sister,
No barriers,
A daughter,
No trouble maker,
A dreamer,
A lover,
A person all my own,
Where did I go?
So here we are,
You can meet...
Me.
.
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